I'm missing Lindsey. She was the only one that could make me feel good enough to live. I wish she would forgive me. It's hard to gain her understanding when I'm so much farther away from her than I used to be. People had to spread lies and turn her away from me. I can only dream of the day we'll be together again.

I think back to our friendship's origin. I couldn't go anywhere without her. We met in August, but were truely best friends by October. We would whisper hello to each other in class constantly. She promised me an eternal friendship and that even in death, we would remain together. Some were jealous of our friendship, though. They would lose control of themselves and tell more and more lies to her. They caused the demise of our friendship. We were so close to each other. I still have my imaginary dreams of my future with Lindsey. The day our friendship started going under, I knew it wouldn't last. I'll never forget the feeling of sadness. It's like you can bleed and not care. The weight of the the world just came crashing down on me. I had to surrender to my feelings of sadness. It was actually the end of our friendship. I'll never forget her.