yeah...well heres another poem

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I dont wanna hurt anymore
I dont wanna be the reason why
I'll cry constantly forever
Each day I die a little more inside
And as I lay alone at night
My minds screaming that I'm still here
Killing me morbidly from inside out
Its tearing my heart to pieces,bleeding, counting my every tear
And I feel like I cant go on much longer
Each minute that passes feels like a year
Wanting to give up on living and breathing
For each breath I take is hurting me so deeply
I should not even try and give up completely
But alas, I fear death
I fear of what I'll become
A lifeless, rotting corpse in the cold, dark ground
I fear of what God will do with me
Will heaven shine its light down on me
Or shun me and leave me to suffer in the dark
Too many thoughts racing through my mind
Over and over again every single time
Its driving me insane at the thought of death
But wanting to die will change your life
I dont know who I am anymore
My clouded mind and shadowy soul
Has changed who I am and who I will be
I want the darkness to surround me
And keep me within
But God I want it to leave me
And just let me live

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~The Guitar Hero Nerd~