Forgive the double post, but I come bearing more lyrics of happiness and joy. They'll make you feel good inside- or not. Similar to the rainbow spectrum of pain.

In any case, this is another recent song that was written at 11:30 last night. Wow, this Ev album really has me on a roll right now.


Betwixt and Between

I guess one thing will always be the same
I can’t seem to live life without going insane
It’s not a matter of control
It’s a matter of what happens when they go

All my fears and all the lies
Lay trapped somewhere inside my mind
The screams that echo through the floor
Alert you that it’s just like before

Why does it attack me in the dead of night?
Is it because that’s when I’m vulnerable,
And bound to take flight?

It seems some things I just can’t let go
Why can’t I get these emotions under control?
Even though all the stories are told
Lips bleeding from the words that fall to the floor
My tourniquet is long lost, just as well
Because mentally I’m still stuck betwixt heaven and hell
[Betwixt heaven and hell]

Stuck betwixt and between
Opposing visions of reality
Which one should I choose to die?
And which one should I leave to survive?
I just want to be happy and live a carefree life
Such is the curse of this mortal mind

All my fears and all the lies
Lay trapped somewhere inside my mind
The screams that echo through the floor
Alert you that it’s happening just like before

It seems some things I just can’t let go
Why can’t I get these emotions under control?
Even though all the stories are told
Lips bleeding from the words that fall to the floor
My tourniquet is long lost, just as well
Because mentally I’m still stuck betwixt heaven and hell
Heaven and hell!

Lay me down tonight
Pray I don’t deny
That it’ll be hard to defeat myself and I
The hardest things to overcome
Are your own demons
Personal lithium

All my fears and all the lies
Lay trapped somewhere inside my mind
The screams that echo through the floor
Alert you that it’s happening just like before

It seems some things I just can’t let go
Why can’t I get these emotions under control?
Even though all the stories are told
Lips bleeding from the words that fall to the floor
My tourniquet is long lost, just as well
Because mentally I’m still stuck betwixt heaven and hell

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