i did this one in mspaint, smoothed it out a bit in paint.NET

drew this on the bus with ballpt pen

drew this with pencil. the chinese text is evanescence transliterated into mandarin

LONELINESS KILLED ME TODAY
Month by month, day by day,
The emptiness starts to take away.
Little by little, bit by bit,
The abyss eats my soul into a bottomless pit.
All this time you never did see
Until one single tear sparkled in the moonlit sea.

"Free me from the bondage of my despair,
Break my heart, throw the shards to the air,
And when they land, crush the pieces 'neath your feet,
And feed the dust to the flames for the fire to eat."

With many thorns there is a rose
That pierces my heart with its many woes
And leaves me in the rain to bleed
With no regret of such a cold deed.

Rip open my bosom, sever a rib from me;
Deep inside there's nothing to see
Except a torn, tattered pulse dying
Because of a love that was lying.

Loneliness killed me today
And with my mind had its way,
Raping lacivously my sanity
And tempting me with its vanity.

I wish the wind would give a gust
And blow me away, scattered, like dust.
If only.
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THE FUNERAL OF MY HEART
I'm going to a funeral today
Dressed in the colors of death's way
If only you knew what under the casket sleeps
And no longer on earth's surface creeps
If you saw, perhaps you'd dare
For once in your life to care
About a soul that was bound to you
That you used until you were through

I breathe and I breathed
I bleed and did bleed
Until the earth was stained crimson
But you didn't even see
Just what you did to me
Welcome to the funeral of my heart

The winds have carried me away
No longer with you shall I stay
But I still will always love you
I gave you my heart, a vow so true
And this realization makes me cry
Because your love for me was a lie
I hold no malice within me
Because your errors you cannot see

I breathe and I breathed
I bleed and did bleed
Until the earth was stained crimson
But you didn't even see
Just what you did to me
Welcome to the funeral of my heart

They buried the casket 'neath your feet
While I to heaven or hell do retreat
Welcome to the funeral of my heart

I breathe and I breathed
I bleed and did bleed
Until the earth was stained crimson
But you didn't even see
Just what you did to me
Welcome to the funeral of my heart

Welcome to the funeral of my heart

Welcome to the funeral of my heart

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momento mori