Originally Posted by Shivercide

Tremors
unravel me,
as it all reopens in front of me -
the endless abyss
of all that is haunting,
a numbing encasement
of weakening
dreams.

Caught between
the grips of pure happiness
and heart-searing despair,
emotional confusion takes over me -
I'm not sure exactly what
I'm supposed
to feel.

I've never felt such a soaring hope
until I met her -
my truly kindred spirit,
who seemed to know my heart
before I did myself.

I've never felt so much emotion,
or such a mixture of these feelings…
and I can drift in the quiet peace
she brings me,
in place of horrid night-time pain,
transforming
more and more.

Still,
somehow the harshness creeps upon me
telling me I'm not worth this much.
I refuse,
just refuse to listen
this time.

I can only stay standing,
staring down
into the darkened pit
before my eyes...

...and fight any chances
of falling back
inside.