I must be horrible......
I had to leave the room, because they are all talking about Jo leaving.
I am trying to be happy for her, witch I really am, but its like a whole
part of me.......it feels like its being ripped out from within me.
I needed to leave the room just for a few minutes, to get my thoughts together.
God this is SO damm hard, and drinking only makes me think about it more
now.
F*ck, this is alot harder, then I could have ever imagined.
I love this person so much, and she is leaving, moving, and not coming
back.
* Cries alone *
