Oh believe me, I know how hard it can be. I know what you mean when you say you can't stand the thought of eating, I couldn't even stand the smell of food, and thinking about it made me feel sick. But you have to keep telling yourself that you MUST eat, no matter how much you don't want to.
As I said in my last post, I starved myself so much that I ended up in hospital. I hadn't drank for three days, and I hadn't eaten anything in nearly a week. I was so weak I couldn't even stand up because my legs would buckle as they couldn't hold me up.
My periods stopped for about three months, and when that happened, I knew I had to do something, because periods stopping is your bodies way of saying there is something seriously wrong.
You have to eat, I know it is hard, but it does get easier. Start off small, and work up. Think positive, and start loving yourself and appriciating yourself.

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