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Sweet Tigger · 04-14-2008, 09:50 PM

Deep Within Side

The past wasn't all what it should have been
alot of abuse, and disturbing scence.
Remembering the hurt, pain, sorrow, wanting everything to end,
so I wouldn't have to wake wake up, to another tomorrow.
Everything being out of control, seeing everything left unknown.
At times crying myself to sleep, finding things just to hard to beat.
Losing myself to the point of no return, like being surrounded by
flaming fire, just not having anymore desire.
Mind empty, hiding behind it all, bitterness, blinded
not wanting to face all these fears, always crying so many tears.

Only to stand up and fight, having the will, and to know I can
no more hiding behind this mask.
Being able to be someone, I know I can.
Having that smile that hid for so long, reaching out, and being
strong.
Seing such a beautiful life for all it is, never taking anything for granted.
I know now I am safe.....I know my soul can now awake, and show all its
beauty, and all its glow.

I hope this is good enough, and that you all liked it!

04-14-2008, 09:50 PM	#193 (permalink)
Sweet Tigger I drink a lot Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: Over The Rainbow Age: 31 Posts: 2,518 Points: 1,805.77 Bank: 88,247.52 Total Points: 90,053.29 Donate $PIE. \m/ Heh, you're awesome. :D - CrownlessAgain$	Deep Within Side The past wasn't all what it should have been alot of abuse, and disturbing scence. Remembering the hurt, pain, sorrow, wanting everything to end, so I wouldn't have to wake wake up, to another tomorrow. Everything being out of control, seeing everything left unknown. At times crying myself to sleep, finding things just to hard to beat. Losing myself to the point of no return, like being surrounded by flaming fire, just not having anymore desire. Mind empty, hiding behind it all, bitterness, blinded not wanting to face all these fears, always crying so many tears. Only to stand up and fight, having the will, and to know I can no more hiding behind this mask. Being able to be someone, I know I can. Having that smile that hid for so long, reaching out, and being strong. Seing such a beautiful life for all it is, never taking anything for granted. I know now I am safe.....I know my soul can now awake, and show all its beauty, and all its glow. I hope this is good enough, and that you all liked it! __________________ Always Believe In Your Self!!!