Jane, I understand that I sound totally ridiculous and I can see from your point of view. I'm not making any of this up and I do want to get better. It's not that I don't want help, I think it's that I'm a little scared and wary of other people. All the things I mentioned I have tried before, and no one has really bothered to help me. I've told my mom and other family members before but they just shrug it off and say its not that important, and there's no counselors at my school. My friends also aren't very supportive, and they tend to get mad at me when I look to them for support, and usually just ignore the subject completely, even when I'm not nessasarily looking for them to do something, but just to listen to me. I would go to the doctor, but since my mom won't do anything to get an appointment for me thats kind of hard isn't it? I'm just waiting, I guess.

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