I am thinking about....
Taking care of Noah, I really wish he were mine!
I have even bought him stuff for my house, that he already
has at home.
He has his own crib here in my room, this way I can hear him when
he cries, and I need to get to him quickly.
Damien found out that, I had him here, so I am going to be picking
him up later!

I guess it means the world to me, because these are the kids that
I could have had, and I really wish I could be a mother right now.
I can't be anymore, so the time I was pregnant, that was my only shot.
BUT....I'm not going to get all depressed about it, because of
everything I do have now, and thats all I could ever ask for!!!

