I totally relate to that one. That's why I got rid of all my friends. w00t for less guilt.

But really, that's sad. I don't know why you're thinking of suicide, but I do know that the reason you bring up your friends is because you KNOW that you have people that love you and care about you and would be devastated if you were to kill yourself. Surely you can find the same things to love about yourself that they all love.