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You know, even though I've been with my fiancee going on 13 years, I still look back on my very first relationship in my late teens with a odd mixture of fondness, sadness and confusion. My current relationship is so real, but that first one had a weird fairy tale magic, and utterly destroyed me when it was over. My current relationship though is a wild roller coaster of highs and lows, passion (both positive and negative), but most importantly,it is so real. I mean what does real mean? IDK, but my fiancee is someone I can't stay mad at too long, someone I can share anything with, he makes me discover things about myself and push me to greater heights. It just means so much to have someone that you can trust, that you can be vulnerable around, that you can let in.
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