Is it worth it? Yes, you know it is. But will you be able to pull it off? I'm not so sure about that.. The past three weeks have been hell and I'm not sure how it'll be afterwards. I know you want this to work out as fuck. But will it?
I know it hurts so much now but it'll hurt without, as well. But what is better? What is the right choice? I know what your heart wants, even though it aches so much right now. But I know what it wants. I'm just afraid you'll give in again and instead of being majorly cracked it'll be broken in pieces. Not intentionally, it's just because you won't be able to handle it.
Three days. Just try to hang in there for three days. I really hope that tomorrow you will finally decide if you'll talk face to face or not. Though, I'm pretty sure something will come up when you are supposed to decide. But just try to survive these three days. If nothing happens on Monday, then it speaks volumes and you should just let go. There is way too many things that need to be discussed and it can't keep being postponed. You won't be able to live with it. So, three days it is.. Fingers crossed?..