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Hello
To me is about losing someone, not because death perhaps, but losing someone you love. And being in denyal.
Play ground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing
Days go by and you still having got to the idea, is still all the same for you. Someone breaks it for you, but you fight against it ...
Hello
I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello
... With this. In your mind that person won't ever leave you. Cannot ever leave you.
If I smile and don't believe
soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me I'm not broken
People tries to make you forget about the person you lost, to fix you. But you're okay having that person, at least having her/him with you in your mind.
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
all that's left of yesterday
She/He will never leave you for real if you keep thinking of. And here could be like you lie to yourself, keeping alive something that's dead to the other side, but.. it works somehow.
At first I thought of it as having a imaginary friend, like the perspective of a child that's always alone, and that makes herself her only friend. If that makes any sense.
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I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
And I'll defend it as long as
I can be left here to linger in silence
If I choose to
would you try to understand?
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