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Old 12-09-2004, 07:26 PM   #9 (permalink)
heavenlygoth666
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Psycho

I'm an unworthy mental case that no one understands.
Just a selfish bitch lying in this filty sand.
I hate it all, especially my life.
I wish I could split myself in half.
The tears keep on falling.
I can't stop bawlling.
I'm simply nothing.
Hoping for something.
Hoping for a escape, to get out.
Hoping to have no more doubts.
So tell me where can I go now.
I can't move myself if you don't show how.
With my mind you keep fucking.
As this dirty city keeps honking.
And you are still calling.
But you still won't catch me when I'm falling.
No, I can't be helped.
Though annoyingly I can be yelled.
And I can't stand alone.
I can't stand the fact that you are gone.
You are drowning me, I'm sinking.
I can't even hear myself thinking.
Can't go on, I'm not strong.
I'm very afraid of something going wrong.
Behind closed doors I cry and hide.
Completely afraid of this night tide.
And again, asleep you whisper in my ear.
But wake up with a scream that clearly I fear.
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