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Haunting
I got to hold the pain inside of me.
I can’t let all this get me into too deep.
I hate the feeling, but love the bleeding.
I need to stop all this kindness.
I need to end before my heart feels an everlasting blindness.
Being so close but so far.
So close to death, so far from salvation.
How many times I’ve tried to kill the pain but no one notices.
Endless times I has done things to myself.
All the things they say triggers me and sends me to that place I know I’ll be safe.
So let me rest in peace as I lie silently under my burial rocks.
Sing to me the deadly lullaby, and kill my dreams really slow.
Drown me in my tears with your good-byes and hug me until my broken bones falls on your feet.
Don’t try to fix me now that I’m broken.
Leave; let me rest in peace.
Give your words to my ghost, who will haunt you until from Earth you are gone.
Dead I rot and haunt my beloved love.
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