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Hello
I never smile.
I never laugh.
In my dear life there are no happy times.
No one stands near, what's the matter?
Am I non-existent?
Invisible?
Or just standing for nothing?
I just long for a hello.
The darkness in this forest blinds me.
I can see everything but you.
It is you what I am looking for.
Don't hide from me.
Stay with me.
And please me with a hello.
Look how I stand alone, crying.
These tears are not worth hiding.
I'm tired of all this suffering and asking for a hello.
Chasing, haunting words that kills me inside.
At night I can't sleep and at day I only cry.
No one searches for me.
They don't look for my blood.
I lie here in the white snow, dead when all I wanted was a hello.
Finally, you find me moribund.
Lying under a frozen tree.
Carved with your initials just as I have done in my skin.
I cry blood through my veins, I have tears in my eyes.
Crying away the pain, suppressed by all the lies.
Wondering the meaning of all my scars.
Wondering the meaning of my fears, the meaning of my tears.
Wondering the meaning of that word I longed for.
Wondering the meaning of hello.
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