Alright I'm back. I've been traveling, and in the hospital for awhile. Hopefully I can check this thread at least a bit more often. Thanks axe for the comments while I was gone.

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Disappointed.
Nicotine stained; My fingers.
Scars of, a hideous life;
A pitiful lack of healthy emotions...

Well, it's a matter of perspective;
These things take time...
So drown it out with disinfectant,
And learn to live a lie...

[Pray for me - I need something to believe]
[Nothing is sacred - Nothing is sacred to me]

Scrounging for cigarette butts,
To still my shaking hands;
Repress my abusive childhood;
Maintain my sanity...

Ignore the bitter evening air;
And stand,
Enraptured by the stars...

As if a change in constellation,
Could bring solace to my suffering...

Or pass a little time...

I'll close my eyes;
Breathe deep...

To suppress this old,
Disquieting...

Obsession of mine...

[Nothing's sacred]
[Nothing is sacred to me]
X5

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Disappointed...

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