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Fool Yourself
You are pretending too much.
Wanting to be someone you are not.
Why are you doing this to yourself?
Don’t you see you are beautiful in everyway?
Pierced girl with shattered heart.
You are nothing but a dirt bag.
Teenage illusions of being a big shot rock star.
But that will never be, that you’ll never have.
You changed your image to be someone else.
You say you are just looking up to her.
Maybe you are right, and doing very well at copying her style.
But then you see yourself in that one broken mirror.
And even the distortion doesn’t make you feel inferior.
You look deep and only see yourself.
Not in someone else’s dress, but covered in your own mistakes.
But the mistakes are flawless, little silliness of 18 years.
Nothing too important as you are to everyone else.
Because everyone admires you, even if you aren’t some famous girl yet.
Just keep on looking up to that girl, keep on wishing of being like her.
Keep saying that someday you two will make a duet.
Because maybe that someday, could be today.
But today seems to never come around.
Yet who are you going to fool, if it isn’t yourself?
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