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Don't Die Forever
Hi but it's not me.
It's not me because you don't know what I've seen.
I won't let you in because you or I don't want to know where I've been.
It's better this way trust me.
I'll be the lie and say hi this time... It's what I do everyday.
What if what you say in your lie isn't true?
That lying isn't really what you want to do?
It's something you say, but it's really not that way.
If it were it wouldn’t hurt every time you pick a role to play.
If you see all this in me, then you must know I'll never let it free.
I'm too afraid of what this reality has made me.
Too many lifetimes I've spent picking up pieces of myself to mend.
Crying because I'm soo tired of trying to put it all back together
...Just to have it cracked again.
I won't pry past you're lies. I have no desire to stir up what's inside.
However I know you miss her, because you're always in mourning to kiss her.
You always write about her as if she were the passion of your life.
The light in the middle of your night…
A labor of love that shows your inner might.
Please leave me to rest in my own eternal death.
Let me turn off my true emotion and stop the corrosion.
I don't want to remember all the pain, it will give me nothing to gain.
I don't care if what you see inside me will never be.
Just leave me here to lie, maybe someday I won't cry.
Without emotion you'll never experience life’s full ocean.
The screams from inside will never subside, no matter how hard you hide.
Because parts of you aren’t here, ones that somewhere you hold very dear.
And no matter how famous your Essence, it will never fill the void that is your presence.
But you have plenty of time, and when it's right... then you'll fight.
Someday you'll be able to bring yourself back to life without all the strife.
...The day you remember.
Last edited by TLR3715 : 08-23-2005 at 10:56 AM.
Reason: Fixing
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