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I told someone that this poem would never see evboard... but it is tonight. It was originally wrote when I was gonna stop writing poetry and post this up here as a close but changed my mind. It not about a person, foo.
Goodbye
You've made me whole again
Only you took the time to mend my heart
To cool my rage
And to give me the strength to say goodbye
I've loved and longed you for forever
But now I've gone astray
My hatred is clear, I hate you
I hate what you say and what you don't
You're a lying whore that everyone hates
With me brought more misconseption
My soul and sweat went into your making
Feelings told only to your careing ears
I made all of you
Your my creation which I may destroy
You made me scream from sweet release
You made me scream from my deep pain
I need you to breathe
You need me to speak
I'd rather suffocate
Than talk worthlessness
Convincing me that I should live
You've always managed
To speak your silence inside me
But emptyness can only cry for more
Everyone who hears your whisper
Cannot understand or comprehend
It's true meaning
Some say your voice has wings
Others admit it stayed in awe
Some say your useless and foolish
Say you are just my insanity
But God forgive me
I just can't take the hate
I want you to die
So today is the last day
Goodbye my love
I'll miss you so
Goodbye everything
I love writing. The end.
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Fuck you and your rules.
Smile for me.
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