I wrote this song when i was kicking it by myself at work listening to people complaining about their scanners all day long and getting pissy with me about it. I was thinking about a girl that i missed that treated me like shit. same old story different song. you know how it is. anyway this was written back in 2002 or 2003 back when evanescence was on the daredevil soundtrack. a girl i liked at the time gave me the fallen CD and the Linkin Park Meteora CD. at first i was like what the hell is all this new stuff? It was hard to accept but i changed real fast and by the second time i had heard each album i was a fan of each band. but of course as by my presence here yall can tell I like Evanescence way more. thats a hard word to type no wonder most of you just refer to it as Ev. lol anyway check this out.

Title: AND? i dont know what to call it

And if I, felt today.
Oh yes I, would now be.
Yet the days, feel the same.
Anger plays, it's old game.
It's old game, now I stay.
Fold my hands, walk this way.
Walk this way, you might see.
Fading grey, now I see.

And if you, felt my pain.
I'll retract, what I've said.
Still your face,is so sweet.
And your heart, feels so clean.
Feels so clean, wash away.
Open arms, hold me babe.
Hold me babe, and you'll see.
That my pain, might now cease.

So still I, love this way.
Fearful pain, rejection.
Oh some days, I can be.
Over joyed, and so sweet.
Oh so sweet, no more pain.
Sweet embrace, once again.
Once now again, I feel great.
Please dont go, shy away.

So now you, feel your pain.
On your face, worn again.
Things I've said, down with shame.
Open heart, love again.
Love once again, in your eyes.
I might see, fateful pride.
Fateful pride, walk away.
Older love, free the pain.

But you left, ran away.
I was left, once again.
With the thoughts, that I had.
Oh that I had, hands and knees.
I did fall, and there weep.
Fell down to cry, out in pain.
Lost my love, once again.