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again another poem based on my life at home. my life continously is full of family fighting i am biased in my view as while i get so angry i like a lot of people love my parents more then i think they can know. i am hurting at the moment which how this was inpsired i am meant to be doing other work but to poems have come to me. so isn't it better to write them and explore my feelings
hate the secret
I know a secret
Do I care to tell
I hold it safe
it freezes me
Paralysed by the truth
Left alone
To carry a hurt
An open sore
A closed expression
Knife in hand
Held behind my back
I will hurt
Another I love
Poison seeping to my core
Acid burnt no room for more
Alone and cold
How can I leave you
To be
A secret buried
Deep within in me
But always on my mind
I hate to hurt you
I hate to need you
I hate to save you
I hate to lose you
I hate that I hide from you
I hate that I love you
I hate that I hate you
Another lost connection
Another lost chance
Another fight occurs
Another fight kills
Knife in hand
Held behind my back
I wish I never knew
Blissful is ignorance
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There's no aphrodisiac like loneliness, truth, beauty and a picture of you.  Blackbird singing in the dead of night, Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise Fly, Blackbird, fly Into the light of the dark black night.
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