Thanks to all.
A short one and a long one. Read your fuckin hearts out.

Pleading Forgivness
Please good friend
My life was a mistake
Please good friend of mine
Let me make amends
Please my dear friend
Remember
I did have a good heart
But I burry it with ash


Never Forever
How badly I want
Just to drop my heart
To lose my mind
Just to stop

Tell me why I must work for you
While they cower in their
Self-pity pathetic shit holes

The honeysuckles are wilting
All I have are gaps and holes
In my soul and body
As the magots massacate my remains

The brusies, the screams
The tears and the blood
The rum, the razor
The love and the suffering

Baby I want you to see
This life is more fragile
Than a glass angle
Laying in the ground

There is someone above
Looking at this little play
He's completing his creation
Is he happy? Is he fucking happy?

I'm only a slave
To my master's blade
Oh master be gentle
Be careful and shape me right

The need to give up
Isn't there anymore
I'm right, I'll fight

They need me and I'll be here
Forever and always
Till death do us part

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Fuck you and your rules.
Smile for me.