"Every Morning"

Mornings with sounds of hatred
Coming through the thick walls
Seeps into my dreams
And destroys my fantasy
If I just stay with in myself
I can avoid the feeling of betrayal

When they look at me
Its just like a bad dream
Everything becomes so real
That I can't stand it much longer
I need to escape
Where they can't find me
Inside that space around me

The doors slamming to
Make me jump
Holes in the walls from fists of rage
I can't fall asleep fast enough
To leave this place
I can't live like this I'm leaving goodbye

I'm never hurt but only inside
Where the damage can take its toll
I feel I need you
But you make it hard to keep you
So many bandages I wear from your cold like solo
I don't wanna die
Just leave me alone