You've hidden your truths from me for the last time,
Made me feel guilty for your distinct and blatent lies,
You've destroyed your trust with me,
Scalded my emotions with your hateful words forever.

I try to love another,
And my soul is haunted by your torment,
My love stained with your deceit.
I can't hold back my tears much longer.

You've caused a river to overflow,
An ocean to earn yet one more drop of water,
All coming from my tear ducts,
From your vicious lies, and hateful misguided words.

Here in my shadows,
I see the true you,
I hear your voice speak of uncertainty
Afraid of what you don't believe in.

You don't know where to turn,
Hate to see others happier then you'll ever be,
Waking up,
You figure out who you want to be.

You don't like what you see,
A lame excuse for a loving soul,
Loveless, emotionless, and scared of staying that way.
You continue to hide behind your lies.

What do you want from me?
Do you want me back?
Do you want to ever see me happy again?
Can I ever trust you?

I'm happy with someone else,
And yet you're all I can wonder about.
Will you be happy with someone else,
Or was I your one chance at true happiness.

It doesn't matter,
You're dead to me,
Dead to my world of emotions
I can't shed one more worthless tear.

I want to be free of you,
Want you to stop guilting my world, with your unhappiness.
I've tried to love you before,
Ended up hurting my soul, and my future.

I need to be free of you,
Realize that you don't exsist,
Except for in my mind.
You are fake to the rest of the world.

I know who you really are,
No one can love you the way I did,
I saw through your facade.
I thought I liked what I saw.

It's my turn to guilt your world for a while.
Maybe change your views on life,
Otherwise you'll end up bitter,
Alone, tortured.

Which do you chose?
Answer now,
Or forever hold your peace.
For tommorow it shall be to late.

I've waited for 4 years to long,
Another day of silence isn't going to kill me,
But it may just end up destroying your soul.
Is that how you want this game to be played?

Remember,
You created me,
I can now destroy the real you,
With a simple breath of life.

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