Forbidden

I can't feel it any longer; its gone. I still remember sitting on that old, wooden fence, waiting for you, hurry up. My whole body shook, the skin on my nails pained me, it'd be gone by tomorrow, I figured. I still look at those scars you gave me, don't worry, they're healing nicely. And what about the cracks in my bones? They're still there, and I still think of you every time I caress my hands across them. Now thanks to you I know theres a God, he loved me when you told me no one else did. He helped me climb back up when I had fallen so low, up looked unreachable, something I couldnt have, or deserve. Everyone you laid your hands on turned out just fine, were strong women now. These brutal words would probably peirce your soul, if only you had one. You forbad me the one thing humans are born with, love. Now I can see how much sweeter it is, believe it or not, good things do come to those who wait, if only you could see that.