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Down Final Part
Gulping open light with wide eyes
I see what I don't like
When feelings are real
And the angst is bleeding freely
Just one handful of words
From the ones
I wish to please most
Sends the whole world down
Never known what it's like
Not be able to say sorry
Suicide, a seduction
Of which I find no interest anymore
The wounds too deep to fix with words
Disappointment, betrayal
Disaster, distrust
Devastation
My heart was broken
I've broken even more
My heart is shattered
I kill the ones I would save
Woken from a nightmare
Only to find reality is worse
Than the drama filled dream
Oh God, can this be what is seen?
Time for me to grow up
I can't keep fooling myself or others
This rusty chain is separated
I can't put the piece back together
Trying to look at the sun
Yet it burned away my vision
Pulling me under the darkness
This is my problem
I'm ready to fix
But I want to drown
But I won't go down
Wake up or
Slip under
Go down
Go back to sleep
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Fuck you and your rules.
Smile for me.
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