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izgs_1490 · 07-27-2006, 06:58 PM

'I know its not a poem, its like a letter to someone who I loved so much and I wish you could help me with your thoughts, thank you'

I’m begging you to stay, can’t you see? Every night I wait for you, knowing how far you are from here.
I don’t even know how to tell you, since you’re gone, a huge wound has been left in my heart, where are you? , I feel so hollow inside...
Truly, I believed in myself, I thought that I was strong, not even you could make me fall, but I’ve been upset because you are gone, this feeling, its depressing cause when more I need you, you are missing, you don’t even know the truth, you choose another life, while I’m here and I cant get you out of my mind.

My regret to you its because you don’t even try, every word that you told me were just fantasies of something that it will never happen, I knew it from the beginning, I dropped away my pride just to ask you to stay with me, and you hear my voice crying but not even that could make you change, the truth is in all this time, its what I had right in front of my eyes and I never wanted to see, you loved her, you tried to show me, your words were so clear, and I refuse to believe the truth.

I must let you go, I must worry about me and make the suffering go away, I must care for you from this place, I must love you in silence, not even you can took my love away, I love you, I’m sorry I failed you, you changed my life in so many ways, I will be thankful for it everyday of my life.

I don’t know where are you, I don’t even know if you are alive, I don’t know anything about you, two weeks for me has been so long, I have hope maybe someday you can come into my life again, and let me love you like I have never showed you before, please let me hug you like I’ve never done before, let me kiss you with the passion of our love, and the warmth of your lips.

I want you to know how happy you made me, the good times we had, I’ll never erase the memories, you have never made me suffer, you’ve always take care of me, you have always heard me, even when it hurts, you gave me a smile.

I have always been confused, and I am still, but you know, its time to change my life and try to find my place, because I believe someday this pain will fade, but I want to suffer enough so I’ll let you go, and I should rebuild my life.
I just want to say finally, I wish I could describe to you, the way I have missed you, how it gets stronger every day, and the strange loneliness I’ve felt every night, I want you to know that I can live without you, I wouldn’t die without you, I’ve been in love with you since the first time I saw the truth in you eyes, I felt a new but beautiful emotion, and the most intense and deepest feeling passed through me, and that’s why I need you, because I can’t find that emotion in any one else but you.

I know you are not conscient to my absence, until now, but I hope someday, you could wake up and feel so empty, like something was missing in you, and then you’ll remember me.

Its not about what I want, its what it was meant to be, even if I miss you so much, it doesn’t matter how bad I feel, you made a smart decision, but I want you to remember that the only thing that I wanted was to be with you, make my life with you, but in the end we don’t even try, it was so beautiful, but the moment happened so fast.
Anyway I know I can’t forget you, and I’m not trying to, because the memories I have will help me to keep your picture in my heart forever.

It’s a shame the way people change, the moments are just forgotten and the time goes on, I can’t deny it I love you but you are not mine, and you were never mine, you were just in my life to make my soul delicate and fragile, when my life seemed lost forever, you showed me your love beyond the crumbled hopes.

Find your self, keep our secret, and when the darkness take control of you, remember there’s always a light, even if is to small to see, there it is, take it its yours, I know you’re going to make it! ! ! ! !

charmedone2006 · 07-28-2006, 08:32 PM

The Ghost of You and Me

Another failed attempt,
Your voice is all I hear.
Crying out to be with me,
Your love shining brighter then the sun.

I can't see you,
Never have been able to.
The Gods have forbidden us to be together.
I don't know you, but know your love is mine.

We flit past each other,
Never seeing your face,
But knowing we were meant to be together.
The ghost shadowing you and me.

Why am I tormented this way,
Why is my love wasted on all the assholes in the world,
Instead of the one who belongs to me?
Why should it feel so forbidden?

For once I want the right guy to come my way.
I want a happy feeling in my heart again.
I can't cry at night anymore,
My tear stained pillows lying with deceit.

I've wasted to long of my life,
Looking for something that won't show it's face,
Until I've given up on the rest of the world,
But your singing calls to me once again.

Which tree are you hidden behind?
Where on this earthy plain is my one true love?
How long until you are no longer forbidden to me?
Will I die before you love me?

The ghost of you and me are attemting to bind together,
Our paths have crossed once again,
I see you smile,
You see my heart melt into a puddle of strength.

I know I can go on once again,
Know that you will be out there for me when I am ready.
Know that you will love me,
And I can't wait for that day to come.

miss jessica · 07-30-2006, 01:55 AM

A second stab at it.

Forbidden

I sit down at the empty desk - hoping the pen will do the work for me. Suddenly I feel like my emotions are shot, drained - nothings coming out anymore. The pens out of ink. Conversation grows dull, stale almost. We try to assemble the puzzle back together, but too many peices are missing. It's funny how people change over the years, we watch the clocks mock us. Nearly a decade back we were nothing, mere strangers, now were back to square one. Somehow I just wish I could step off of this rollercoaster, but the bars have me trapped in. We try to act like each of us are blind to our own fate, but we both know better than to believe such a wanted truth. We try to vent our anger by words, but we just drift even further. It feels like were falling, but insted of wanting to go up, we only long to fall further. We want to salvage everything, every last drop, just climb back up - only to fall again. Somehow we manage to hold on to what little thread is holding us up, but sooner its bound to break, we could walk on stilts and we would still plunder. We lay awake at night, praying that tomorrow might be the day. The day to be set free, almost as if our lives have become prisons. Cheap talk couldn't even help us now, we can't even speak the same language, we're too dead inside. I hope that one day, somehow, maybe someone could give you what you're looking for, if only you knew what that something was. Now we're left to face the reality that what we have left is a mere forbidden hope, something we can't have even if we were to reach for the skies..

-Jessica

sketch · 07-30-2006, 11:43 PM

Forbidden

Wanting what you can't have
You must always pay the price
Living without what you need
The ultimate sacrifice

Short but sweet........ I love it.

charmedone2006 · 08-02-2006, 01:51 PM

August 2nd-15th
Discretion

And here is my post to go along with the topic....

Viewer Discretion Advised

I watch from the sidelines
The car heading down the highway,
A sharp bang sounds,
Glass shattering.

What happened?
Why am I lying here,
This cold grass surrounding me?
I was just over there.

The pain up my side,
Down my back,
Warning; I tell myself,
Viewer discretion is advised.

How can I be here,
Tubes in my throat,
Up my nose,
In my stomache?

Years later.
I see it,
What happened.
Flashes of my life.

Why did it happen,
What forces were at work that day?
Warning; I tell myself,
Viewer discretion is advised.

Why do I have flashbacks?
Why can't I live without the constant reminder?
It wasn't even my fault.
I was just an innocent bystander.

I can still taste the glass,
See the clouds,
Smell the grass,
And hear myself scream.

It's tough dealing with a car crash,
But worse to have to deal with the ever rewinding flashbacks.
Warning; I tell myself,
Viewer discretion is advised.

I can't scream anymore,
The years slowly fade into each other.
I've spent too much time wondering if it will happen again.
Too much time not living my life.

I can't hide it from myself anymore,
The pain that grips me,
The never ending torment of viewing it again,
The constant fear in my heart.

Can I ever move on,
Will i never be able to be free from this hell?
Warning; I tell myself,
Viewer discretion is advised.

psycho_fish · 08-03-2006, 06:48 PM

freedom to act or judge on one's own

i'm ruling my life,
i'm not following your orders,
i'm not at your discretion,
i'm not your puppet,
i'm not your marrionette,
i'm free,
i'm free to judge you,
I'M NOT YOUR SOLDIER!
i'm not your toy!!
i'm not at your discretion,
i'm not yours.........

lexiapple · 08-04-2006, 03:15 PM

Note: I wrote this not directed at any one person. Just an fyi.

At Your Own Risk

My world is sitting on a keg of dynamite,
and my lips hold the match, the flame to the powder.
With simple words, my life explodes,
a million little pieces, a holocaust of debris.
I shatter dreams and crush friendships,
I ruin what cannot be fixed.
Stitch my mouth shut, and I break inside.
There's no way out of this burning hell.

I close my mind, keep my discretion,
to save order and peace.
Yet I can't help but feel the sting
of temporary satisfaction that won't last.
My world is a ticking time bomb of regret,
and I hold the clock, and the switch.
My life, or my sanity, is about to implode,
and I don't know which to hold dearer.

So tired of hating myself for feeling,
so heartsick with worry and fear.
I step through a desert of untapped land mines,
afraid to step on one, to disappear.
Thousands of angry words resonate in my head,
the repetition of a million painful scenarios.
Why didn't I think before I spoke?
Why did I jump into feeling with both feet?

I let my emotions rule my life,
too indiscreet to think too far ahead.
And now I fear it all goes too far.
Now I sense I will lose it all.
Yet I cannot turn back, I cannot give up.
To give up is to quit while behind.
So I swallow my pride,
I step through the mine field.
I wind the clock.
I light the dynamite of pain
as I open my mouth
to speak.

Black&Red · 08-04-2006, 05:48 PM

After a bad night at the club
I sit in my truck to leave
But I let it warm up
As I think about everything
That has to go wrong
So you can grow

But growing pains of failure
Sting like a scorpion's stinger
That you have to get out of the way
Just to start putting things together
And making sense of everything

I don't know what you call it
Cause all I have is questions
Most of them unanswered
Life that has all the keys
To the doors it thinks you should have
But it’s like fighting a ghost your whole life

You do one thing right and you think your on a path
Then around the corner is another bad day
To make you think about quitting
It’s a fight you can win
But how many times can I get knocked out
A bad deed makes you think O man
I'm gonna pay the price for this

No matter how hard I try to fight it
All I have is myself
Life is calling all the shots
I'm at its discretion
Until I get up again for another round
But it’s all worth it

Return To Chaos · 08-04-2006, 11:35 PM

I know it's late for the 'Forbidden' topic, but I'm going to submit it anyways. I've had a few setbacks for the last week or so with computer problems, and our house being hit by lightning (forgot to take the cord out of the computer, which caused the modem to be fried). You guys don't have to comment or anything, but I just want to post it. Just to let you know, it's a bit different from my other stuff. You'll see once you get reading. If you want to know what the translations are, just look in my stuff (titled 'Nicole's Stuff).

And a HUGE thanks to Fadingtonothing for her help with certain parts of this piece.

Inconcessus (Forbidden)

The glass wall
The see-through lookout window
Always stands strong.
An occasional crack
But never a permanent dent.
The thickened imprisonment
Is a protective shell
That no one has ever seen inside
It's unknown.

Quietus (Silence)
Pacalis (Peaceful)
Solitudo (Solitude)
Fragilis. (Broken)

Semper abrotonum aeternus. (Always and forever)

Is es domus. (It is home)

The one behind the wall
Has forbidden everyone
Including thyself
From peering into the dark tunnel
All the way down to the numb core.

The glass has almost fallen
Been shattered
But thy always remembers
The ones who have tresspassed before.

Those who have pounded on the wall
The souls that have screamed
Begged
To see what is beyond the safety net
Have been oh so close to being granted permission.

But still
Thy retreats to the back
Closing off all entrences
And breaking all pretend promises.

Even though thy mind screams not to
Thy always turns away
And demands the daily punishment thy deserves.

Torn between worlds
Of good and evil
Making efforts to try to make sense of it all
But that sought for knowledge never comes.

Tuss fatalis (Thy fate)
Exsors paro anticus calx (Has been set in stone)
Aeternus fragilis (Forever broken)
Quod exterminata ut eternus abyssus (And banished to eternal hell)
Quoque tardus futurus servo (Too late to be saved)
Ut is fetum iam iuratum supremum ascritptum rutilis atramentum (As it has already been finalized in red ink)
Consternatio quod desperatio (Dismay and dispairity)
Is est totus idem eadem idem (It's all the same)
Quod is animus exsors (And this soul has been)

Inconcessus ut nusquam minor. (Forbidden to nothing less)

Raskull · 08-05-2006, 11:53 PM

My attempt on Discretion. I hope I used the word right.

Haunting
Gnawing
Scratching
Inside

Searching
Waiting
Looking
Nothing to find

Hurt
Gutted
Silent
We'll die

Arms extended to the sky
Begging God his grace
After our own curse
Shall we be saved

Without a moment to think
The time ticking stopped
An Instant to change
Denied by the forsaken chooser

A child rubbing her swollen stomach
Maybe it could have been different
For her, maybe
But it's too late for discretion

Holding
Gagging
Slicing
Our discretion is a lie

07-27-2006, 06:58 PM	#101 (permalink)
izgs_1490 n00blet Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: I live in the fucking mexico Posts: 3 Points: 452.73 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 452.73 Donate	Reflections about us 'I know its not a poem, its like a letter to someone who I loved so much and I wish you could help me with your thoughts, thank you' I’m begging you to stay, can’t you see? Every night I wait for you, knowing how far you are from here. I don’t even know how to tell you, since you’re gone, a huge wound has been left in my heart, where are you? , I feel so hollow inside... Truly, I believed in myself, I thought that I was strong, not even you could make me fall, but I’ve been upset because you are gone, this feeling, its depressing cause when more I need you, you are missing, you don’t even know the truth, you choose another life, while I’m here and I cant get you out of my mind. My regret to you its because you don’t even try, every word that you told me were just fantasies of something that it will never happen, I knew it from the beginning, I dropped away my pride just to ask you to stay with me, and you hear my voice crying but not even that could make you change, the truth is in all this time, its what I had right in front of my eyes and I never wanted to see, you loved her, you tried to show me, your words were so clear, and I refuse to believe the truth. I must let you go, I must worry about me and make the suffering go away, I must care for you from this place, I must love you in silence, not even you can took my love away, I love you, I’m sorry I failed you, you changed my life in so many ways, I will be thankful for it everyday of my life. I don’t know where are you, I don’t even know if you are alive, I don’t know anything about you, two weeks for me has been so long, I have hope maybe someday you can come into my life again, and let me love you like I have never showed you before, please let me hug you like I’ve never done before, let me kiss you with the passion of our love, and the warmth of your lips. I want you to know how happy you made me, the good times we had, I’ll never erase the memories, you have never made me suffer, you’ve always take care of me, you have always heard me, even when it hurts, you gave me a smile. I have always been confused, and I am still, but you know, its time to change my life and try to find my place, because I believe someday this pain will fade, but I want to suffer enough so I’ll let you go, and I should rebuild my life. I just want to say finally, I wish I could describe to you, the way I have missed you, how it gets stronger every day, and the strange loneliness I’ve felt every night, I want you to know that I can live without you, I wouldn’t die without you, I’ve been in love with you since the first time I saw the truth in you eyes, I felt a new but beautiful emotion, and the most intense and deepest feeling passed through me, and that’s why I need you, because I can’t find that emotion in any one else but you. I know you are not conscient to my absence, until now, but I hope someday, you could wake up and feel so empty, like something was missing in you, and then you’ll remember me. Its not about what I want, its what it was meant to be, even if I miss you so much, it doesn’t matter how bad I feel, you made a smart decision, but I want you to remember that the only thing that I wanted was to be with you, make my life with you, but in the end we don’t even try, it was so beautiful, but the moment happened so fast. Anyway I know I can’t forget you, and I’m not trying to, because the memories I have will help me to keep your picture in my heart forever. It’s a shame the way people change, the moments are just forgotten and the time goes on, I can’t deny it I love you but you are not mine, and you were never mine, you were just in my life to make my soul delicate and fragile, when my life seemed lost forever, you showed me your love beyond the crumbled hopes. Find your self, keep our secret, and when the darkness take control of you, remember there’s always a light, even if is to small to see, there it is, take it its yours, I know you’re going to make it! ! ! ! !

07-28-2006, 08:32 PM	#102 (permalink)
charmedone2006 Life Of an unpaid Poet Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: New Britain, Ct Age: 24 Posts: 153 Points: 2,020.97 Bank: 6,435.00 Total Points: 8,455.97 Donate	Another attempt at the topic "Forbidden" The Ghost of You and Me Another failed attempt, Your voice is all I hear. Crying out to be with me, Your love shining brighter then the sun. I can't see you, Never have been able to. The Gods have forbidden us to be together. I don't know you, but know your love is mine. We flit past each other, Never seeing your face, But knowing we were meant to be together. The ghost shadowing you and me. Why am I tormented this way, Why is my love wasted on all the assholes in the world, Instead of the one who belongs to me? Why should it feel so forbidden? For once I want the right guy to come my way. I want a happy feeling in my heart again. I can't cry at night anymore, My tear stained pillows lying with deceit. I've wasted to long of my life, Looking for something that won't show it's face, Until I've given up on the rest of the world, But your singing calls to me once again. Which tree are you hidden behind? Where on this earthy plain is my one true love? How long until you are no longer forbidden to me? Will I die before you love me? The ghost of you and me are attemting to bind together, Our paths have crossed once again, I see you smile, You see my heart melt into a puddle of strength. I know I can go on once again, Know that you will be out there for me when I am ready. Know that you will love me, And I can't wait for that day to come. __________________ MY MYSPACE / My Poetry / MY Story

07-30-2006, 01:55 AM	#103 (permalink)
miss jessica -*country girl Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: Soddy Daisy TN baby!! Posts: 957 Points: 3,446.70 Bank: 0.01 Total Points: 3,446.71 Donate	A second stab at it. Forbidden I sit down at the empty desk - hoping the pen will do the work for me. Suddenly I feel like my emotions are shot, drained - nothings coming out anymore. The pens out of ink. Conversation grows dull, stale almost. We try to assemble the puzzle back together, but too many peices are missing. It's funny how people change over the years, we watch the clocks mock us. Nearly a decade back we were nothing, mere strangers, now were back to square one. Somehow I just wish I could step off of this rollercoaster, but the bars have me trapped in. We try to act like each of us are blind to our own fate, but we both know better than to believe such a wanted truth. We try to vent our anger by words, but we just drift even further. It feels like were falling, but insted of wanting to go up, we only long to fall further. We want to salvage everything, every last drop, just climb back up - only to fall again. Somehow we manage to hold on to what little thread is holding us up, but sooner its bound to break, we could walk on stilts and we would still plunder. We lay awake at night, praying that tomorrow might be the day. The day to be set free, almost as if our lives have become prisons. Cheap talk couldn't even help us now, we can't even speak the same language, we're too dead inside. I hope that one day, somehow, maybe someone could give you what you're looking for, if only you knew what that something was. Now we're left to face the reality that what we have left is a mere forbidden hope, something we can't have even if we were to reach for the skies.. -Jessica __________________ and we were tryin different things, and we were smokin funny things makin love out by the lake to our favorite song sippin whisky out the bottle, not thinkin bout tomorrow singin sweet home alabama all summer long <33 Last edited by Ms.NewBooty : 07-30-2006 at 01:59 AM.

07-30-2006, 11:43 PM	#104 (permalink)
sketch Junior Member Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: The Island of Bongo Pong! Age: 20 Posts: 95 Points: 1,157.82 Bank: 108.29 Total Points: 1,266.11 Donate	Forbidden Wanting what you can't have You must always pay the price Living without what you need The ultimate sacrifice Short but sweet........ I love it. __________________

08-02-2006, 01:51 PM	#105 (permalink)
charmedone2006 Life Of an unpaid Poet Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: New Britain, Ct Age: 24 Posts: 153 Points: 2,020.97 Bank: 6,435.00 Total Points: 8,455.97 Donate	August 2nd-15th Discretion And here is my post to go along with the topic.... Viewer Discretion Advised I watch from the sidelines The car heading down the highway, A sharp bang sounds, Glass shattering. What happened? Why am I lying here, This cold grass surrounding me? I was just over there. The pain up my side, Down my back, Warning; I tell myself, Viewer discretion is advised. How can I be here, Tubes in my throat, Up my nose, In my stomache? Years later. I see it, What happened. Flashes of my life. Why did it happen, What forces were at work that day? Warning; I tell myself, Viewer discretion is advised. Why do I have flashbacks? Why can't I live without the constant reminder? It wasn't even my fault. I was just an innocent bystander. I can still taste the glass, See the clouds, Smell the grass, And hear myself scream. It's tough dealing with a car crash, But worse to have to deal with the ever rewinding flashbacks. Warning; I tell myself, Viewer discretion is advised. I can't scream anymore, The years slowly fade into each other. I've spent too much time wondering if it will happen again. Too much time not living my life. I can't hide it from myself anymore, The pain that grips me, The never ending torment of viewing it again, The constant fear in my heart. Can I ever move on, Will i never be able to be free from this hell? Warning; I tell myself, Viewer discretion is advised. __________________ MY MYSPACE / My Poetry / MY Story Last edited by charmedone2006 : 08-04-2006 at 05:57 PM.

08-03-2006, 06:48 PM	#106 (permalink)
psycho_fish Junior Member Join Date: Jul 2005 Age: 18 Posts: 173 Points: 888.96 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 888.96 Donate	freedom to act or judge on one's own i'm ruling my life, i'm not following your orders, i'm not at your discretion, i'm not your puppet, i'm not your marrionette, i'm free, i'm free to judge you, I'M NOT YOUR SOLDIER! i'm not your toy!! i'm not at your discretion, i'm not yours......... __________________ amo-te para sempre carla http://www.evboard.com/showthread.php?t=31607 please check my art

08-04-2006, 03:15 PM	#107 (permalink)
lexiapple Junior Member Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: New Britain, CT Age: 25 Posts: 166 Points: 1,918.36 Bank: 62.36 Total Points: 1,980.72 Donate	Note: I wrote this not directed at any one person. Just an fyi. At Your Own Risk My world is sitting on a keg of dynamite, and my lips hold the match, the flame to the powder. With simple words, my life explodes, a million little pieces, a holocaust of debris. I shatter dreams and crush friendships, I ruin what cannot be fixed. Stitch my mouth shut, and I break inside. There's no way out of this burning hell. I close my mind, keep my discretion, to save order and peace. Yet I can't help but feel the sting of temporary satisfaction that won't last. My world is a ticking time bomb of regret, and I hold the clock, and the switch. My life, or my sanity, is about to implode, and I don't know which to hold dearer. So tired of hating myself for feeling, so heartsick with worry and fear. I step through a desert of untapped land mines, afraid to step on one, to disappear. Thousands of angry words resonate in my head, the repetition of a million painful scenarios. Why didn't I think before I spoke? Why did I jump into feeling with both feet? I let my emotions rule my life, too indiscreet to think too far ahead. And now I fear it all goes too far. Now I sense I will lose it all. Yet I cannot turn back, I cannot give up. To give up is to quit while behind. So I swallow my pride, I step through the mine field. I wind the clock. I light the dynamite of pain as I open my mouth to speak. __________________ But I know the difference between myself and my reflection. I just can't help but to wonder which of us do you love?

08-04-2006, 05:48 PM	#108 (permalink)
Black&Red Junior Member Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Brea, Ca Age: 21 Posts: 160 Points: 857.44 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 857.44 Donate	Life's Discretion After a bad night at the club I sit in my truck to leave But I let it warm up As I think about everything That has to go wrong So you can grow But growing pains of failure Sting like a scorpion's stinger That you have to get out of the way Just to start putting things together And making sense of everything I don't know what you call it Cause all I have is questions Most of them unanswered Life that has all the keys To the doors it thinks you should have But it’s like fighting a ghost your whole life You do one thing right and you think your on a path Then around the corner is another bad day To make you think about quitting It’s a fight you can win But how many times can I get knocked out A bad deed makes you think O man I'm gonna pay the price for this No matter how hard I try to fight it All I have is myself Life is calling all the shots I'm at its discretion Until I get up again for another round But it’s all worth it

08-04-2006, 11:35 PM	#109 (permalink)
Return To Chaos Registered User Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Ontario Age: 21 Posts: 410 Points: 295.76 Bank: 1,869.86 Total Points: 2,165.62 Donate	I know it's late ... I know it's late for the 'Forbidden' topic, but I'm going to submit it anyways. I've had a few setbacks for the last week or so with computer problems, and our house being hit by lightning (forgot to take the cord out of the computer, which caused the modem to be fried). You guys don't have to comment or anything, but I just want to post it. Just to let you know, it's a bit different from my other stuff. You'll see once you get reading. If you want to know what the translations are, just look in my stuff (titled 'Nicole's Stuff). And a HUGE thanks to Fadingtonothing for her help with certain parts of this piece. Inconcessus (Forbidden) The glass wall The see-through lookout window Always stands strong. An occasional crack But never a permanent dent. The thickened imprisonment Is a protective shell That no one has ever seen inside It's unknown. Quietus (Silence) Pacalis (Peaceful) Solitudo (Solitude) Fragilis. (Broken) Semper abrotonum aeternus. (Always and forever) Is es domus. (It is home) The one behind the wall Has forbidden everyone Including thyself From peering into the dark tunnel All the way down to the numb core. The glass has almost fallen Been shattered But thy always remembers The ones who have tresspassed before. Those who have pounded on the wall The souls that have screamed Begged To see what is beyond the safety net Have been oh so close to being granted permission. But still Thy retreats to the back Closing off all entrences And breaking all pretend promises. Even though thy mind screams not to Thy always turns away And demands the daily punishment thy deserves. Torn between worlds Of good and evil Making efforts to try to make sense of it all But that sought for knowledge never comes. Tuss fatalis (Thy fate) Exsors paro anticus calx (Has been set in stone) Aeternus fragilis (Forever broken) Quod exterminata ut eternus abyssus (And banished to eternal hell) Quoque tardus futurus servo (Too late to be saved) Ut is fetum iam iuratum supremum ascritptum rutilis atramentum (As it has already been finalized in red ink) Consternatio quod desperatio (Dismay and dispairity) Is est totus idem eadem idem (It's all the same) Quod is animus exsors (And this soul has been) Inconcessus ut nusquam minor. (Forbidden to nothing less) Last edited by Return To Chaos : 08-05-2006 at 05:37 PM. Reason: To add the English translations ;)

08-05-2006, 11:53 PM	#110 (permalink)
Raskull So Tired Join Date: Jun 2004 Location: Where? Age: 17 Posts: 484 Points: 2,316.21 Bank: 8,031.94 Total Points: 10,348.15 Donate	My attempt on Discretion. I hope I used the word right. Haunting Gnawing Scratching Inside Searching Waiting Looking Nothing to find Hurt Gutted Silent We'll die Arms extended to the sky Begging God his grace After our own curse Shall we be saved Without a moment to think The time ticking stopped An Instant to change Denied by the forsaken chooser A child rubbing her swollen stomach Maybe it could have been different For her, maybe But it's too late for discretion Holding Gagging Slicing Our discretion is a lie __________________ Anger. The emotion of change. Kill for me.

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