A whole world crashing down
Like the sharpest blade cutting
in so deep.
Feeling paralized inside not
understanding a thing.

Fear and so much pain, and
never being the same again.
Feeling so alone, like being
in the darkest of the night.
No more courage, and strength
to go on...with the rest of life.

Stopping to think, things could be
so much worse.
Over time all the faith, courage,
and strength can grow and bloom
again.

Learning to deal with things as they
come.
Theres alot more to life knowing I
can have fun again.

A Captured Moment of beautiful
things, seeing for what it really is.
Beeing able, and seeing the stars
shine ever so brightly, and the suns
rays shine down on me.
Life is a very precious thing.

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Fast and sure
Evidence gone
The glass
fills with water
Time never seemed slower

Mix it right
Mixing it well
One gram of death
dissolves

That's all it takes
Still time to change...

The glass
seems to lift on its own
My lips take it
Seconds go by
I have only this

One moment
before I...

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Winds will change
and piece together every happenstance,
in which every moment
falls in slow-motion..
but nobody
will notice.

Words float down around me;
mind-inducing explanations
and comparisons that I never can ignore...
eyes opening
to each mesmerizing beauty,
every painful tragic
lifelong
gore -

such silent thoughts
transfer to paper
to be cemented there
for good.

Trailing
sparks of wonder
are waiting to be captured
still...
so many moments fall away
as we move around,
forgotten.

I remember the last time I saw you
Sweat soaked, dirty and tired
Laughing in the sun

We were where we weren’t
And we laughed about it
Now I fear we’ll never stop being there

From the first time we met
To the last time we parted
Always laughter, never a moment to regret

We did it all together
We handled everything they threw at us
Laughing secretly between ourselves at their foolishness

It never had a name
I don’t know where you went
But I know it was never the same after you were gone

I did all the things we talked about
Went to the places we discussed
I have lived without hesitation

Mon ami, ils ne pourront jamais comprendre
Pourquoi nous etions dans le lieu etrange
Ou pourquoi nous avions d'etre la

Vous avez ete mon ami, mon frere
J'ai adore vous d'une maniere qu'ils ne pourront jamais comprendre
Je porte votre memoire avec moi partout

I remember the last time I saw you
Our eyes met, knowing smiles exchanged
And then you were gone.

We never said goodbye.

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Dirt
Cold hard dirt
The only thing supporting
My limp body

Ungracefuly I ended there
With a drop of the world
And a loss of reality

Shallow breaths fill my lungs
Pulsing blood fills my veins
Though I try to stop these actions
To push away what they bring

Flying too high now
Slowly floating with a red kite
For one hand
A blue fish for the other

Air
Light free air
The only thing supporting
My burdened soul

Cut my wings

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Anger. The emotion of change.
Kill for me.

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Floating colors are before me

But my eyes are blind

There is no life; there is no beauty
They only see the grey, cool wind

Winter must be here
And I have missed the Fall again

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"Fall"

A chill fills the air
As evening dims into night
Summer is fading

The red harvest moon
Shines down on fields of new frost
Autumn has arrived

I hold you softly
Underneath a canopy
Of vibrant color

The hues of fall leaves
Like a fire without heat
Shimmer above us

We sit together
Heat from our bodies guard us
From the growing chill

Leaves flutter by us
Tracing silent, graceful paths
Floating to the ground

A breeze moves your hair
Stirring the leaves as it comes
Whispering to us

We sit quietly
In the calm of this moment
No words are needed

I hold you closely
Bracing for what must follow…
Winter is coming.