hey umm, I havent posted in a while so I'll start posting here with my new poem.

*Poisoned Lullaby*
He poisoned her mind with his own dark thoughts,
The lies he told her, she couldnt help but believe,
The beatings he gave her, The killing her mind,
The happiness untold with his sick alibi.
I love you she'd say, In hope for recieving one in return,
He ignored her again, while she layed there and cried.
That night while laying in their bed,
The girl that he loved, yet despised, was lying there dead.
With blood everywhere, He was realizing what he did,
So he raised the gun up, and shot himself in the head.
The next day, there was much investigation
about the homicidal suicide,
But no one knew the torture he put her through,
The everyday hell he made for her,The life she hated so.
And no one truly knew the depression she had,
How much she hated her life,
How much she wanted to die,
All of this was a reason, for her poisoned lullaby.

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poem...

The suicidal blood drips from my cold fingers,
The lies you gave me are left on my wrists,
The forgotten souls from thence I shall die,
The darkness within is your true suicide.
The broken heart from my broken soul,
The pain I endured cannot be told,
The heart to be broken not yet but again,
My angel inside will not protect me from then.

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thank you!!!
I'm at school right now and if I get caught on here I'm gonna be in so much trouble!!

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*The Truth*
The world as a lie,
Commits the perfect suicide.
The truth to never be told,
Will always lie beneath the sky.
The open wilderness is the open truth,
to never be revealed is the only way out.
The life everyone is living, is always thought to be real.
Wait until the night, where nothing is there.
The shadows, the darkness, the trees blowing in the wind.
Its all thought to be real, until you finally see.
When the lie's melted away,
You finally see that nothing is really ok.
Your pretend life where everything was right,
it was all faked, the lie to your mind.
The happiness in the sky, has turned to a depressing black.
The life you had will never be back.
The one you loved, who loved you back.
Has nothing to do with you, Shes faded you to black.
You're finally alone, in the big dark world.
Its what you've always wanted, so enjoy your life now.
The open wilderness has now burned down,
You've found your way out, the truth is here now.
The worlds suicide was your perfect invention,
It cleared the lie that all was living.
So welcome to the truth, a new world for all.
A first class vacation, where everything is real.
Take it as you like, it might as well just be a dream.
Dont worry, you'll wake up, Thats all you have to believe.
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my friend told me to write a poem about an angel falling from grace so I wrote this in like 5 minutes and I dont really know if its good or not.
*Fallen*
Her beautiful wings made up of great white,
Her gorgeous dress were the most brilliant sight,
The most beautiful angel to ever be seen,
Her love for God could never be beat.
But she disobeyed the God she loved,
She fell from grace from high above.
She still loved God and begged for forgiveness,
But God had forgotten her and left in the abyss.
So say not that she has fallen from the heavens high above,
Say not the world is ending from when it had begun,
Her once warm wings upon her back are now cold,
From white to an empty black, they're now made out of stone.
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and I wrote this one in Iowa this weekend!! and I used parts of Ev songs in it cuz I thought they really fit in.
*Untitled*
I linger in your life
Wanting to say how I feel
Struggling each day with controling my intentions,
Hiding in the shadows,
My real self disguised,
If only you knew how much I really cared,
Its more than love,
You've become my obsession,
I dont know why I feel this way,
I'm sorry you have to deal with this,
But I love you, I love you
I'll give up everything to be with you,
You're my only reason to live,
My only reason to breathe,
I guess you're finally taking over me.
And yes, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
Forgive me for what I've done,
I just cant take it anymore,
My life's coming undone.
The pains slowly consuming me,
I'm now going to die,
Its all planned out,
My perfect suicide.
A bullet too my head,
In the whitest room of all,
My memorial I'll create,
With my red stained walls.
A picture of you in hand,
I'll never let you go,
I love you so much,
I just never let it show.
I wish you well in the life you live,
Find someone who loves you and treats you well,
I'll never forget you my beautiful friend,
We'll finally be the same again when my heart fully mends.

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*Dead Tears*

I see doom ahead,
my love,
soon it is all dead...
I can't anymore stop and turn,
my heart - my love,
soon they will burn...
Moist fill my eyes - dead soul without fears,
my burnt heart,
I buried it in the sea of dead tears.

*Decision*
With nice little twist,
I slit my wrist...
Not waiting life to kill,
rather my own blood I spill...
It's my own choice, I have no fears,
only pain, in eyes some unshed tears...
On the floor, blood making stains,
slowly releasing me from my pains...
Bloody stains, stains like in my soul,
caused by all the pain, this life so foul...
Vision finally fading away, soon it's all done,
staring darkness, oh so black, soon it's all gone...
Soon I'm released, free from this pain,
suffering and life, it was all just in vain...
Thought, funny how blood makes difference between life and death,
farewell life, so painful, so useless, gonna take my last breath...

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Untitled

Father, why have you forsaken me?
Left me nothing and now you see,
The failure I was meant to be,
You killed me inside, Left me to bleed,
Why did I choose those lies to believe?
Forgetting you is the only key.
I'll change my ways now bow down to me,
Satan's new little fallen wing.,
I've given up, I'm with the evil king,
The tortured cry from my painful screams,
My body's finally breaking, tearing at each seam,
A river I've created, from little blood streams,
I cry for help, but the Father's forgotten me,
The failure I am, this is my destiny.

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heres some pics i took.

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Wao, those are great poems, you're good at writing what you fell.
i most like Her Pefect Suicide. I can conclude that Her Perfect Suicide is about caring about others and not caring about yourself.
you can try to switch that..

my fav line
that one just somehow makes me laugh.

Understanding, is, like, intriguing, makes one curious.

*I dont know a title* who ever it is about in the poem, probably, that one is 'toasted'

great pic actually.

Poisoned Lullaby is a bit scary

The Truth is impressing.really.

Fallen is bautiful. i specially liked 'But God had forgotten her and left in the abyss'. thats sounds pretty much about.familiar.

hey thats sounds about
when Jesus left the soul out
when He said it before His last breath.
So, was He forsaken? NO. Or you wouldnt have His church all around the world today. Only Truth stays (for eternity).
But this world never got it and never will.

hey thanks MOLPtStW!!

*We'll Meet Again*

Oh now listen to me
You will be here without me now
You've made your mistakes
I've told my lies
Look back on your life to see me here
Shadowy mind
Eating your time
Once this place was yours and mine
There's nothing left
It ate away each piece of life
Forget me not
As you lie awake
I'm with you now in your thoughts
So give them the reason to know I'm gone
I'll never be back
But you'll see me again
So now you will be
Happy with me
And we'll say our goodbyes
And dont forget you'll see me again
Just remember one thing
Please dont forget
The times that we had and my love for you
Each and every moment that we knew
It was meant for you, It was meant for me
The sadness and lonliness we encountered
It crushed us then but we made it through
So do not fret
My darling
We will meet again
Please dont give up
I'm with you always
So please listen
I'll remain in your heart
And we'll meet again

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