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LuckyStar · 09-05-2005, 07:57 AM

Hmm. Well, they're http://community.webshots.com/myphot...umID=328854796 here if you want to see them.

And also, I wrote another poem. It's to my friend, who has been kind of annoying me and her other friends lately.

Screaming for attention won’t save you now.
Those letters you wrote, selling your soul
Are now just floating in the water.
The dreams you whispered into the envelope
And sealed with a bloody kiss
Are lost forever, trapped in the sky.
Words you had written, exposing yourself
The ones you said helped relieve the pain
Are merely letters scrambled on a page;
A page that no one but you reads.

You say no one understands
That no one pays attention
Even though you know that’s a lie.
We’ve all been cut;
Whipped by ourselves
Chained to our own walls of suffering
And drowned in never ending rivers of tears.
I dare you to find someone, anyone
Who hasn’t had their heart split open by another
And filled with poison
Or been massacred and shredded,
Torn by broken promises and lies.

So stop with the threats
The idle attempts to regain interest
Or put the spotlight back onto you.
Stop drawing on yourself
Feigning wounds and scars
Mocking those who have real bruises.
You keep reopening your gashes
Pouring out more blood
When in reality, you should just be healing.
But you’re afraid you’ll be lost in the background
Because if you’re not ‘the girl who screams in pain’
Then you’ve lost your identity.

LuckyStar · 09-09-2005, 10:19 PM

I hate your cards of sympathy.
Those make believe words
Written down on cardboard paper
That danced and sang
Acting like you cared.

I hate that mask you always wear.
That one that is full of feigned sincerity
That smile that makes me want to scream I hate you
And those eyes that look around
Proving you’d rather be somewhere else.

I hate your stupid lies and false pretences.
Words that mean so much weight to me
But are only excess skin for you
Something you can brush off in the blink of an eye
And not even bother to care about.

I hate your painted face, your fancy clothes
Your yearning to belong
In a world that you didn’t fit into years ago
One that you act like you didn’t care about
And honestly, one that you’ll never belong to at all.

LuckyStar · 09-26-2005, 08:17 PM

It started out directed at one person, then got intermingled with other stuff. Dont know how I feel about it.

My wings have chipped
Fallen from the halos they used to lay with
Sitting so daintily above my mirror
Moving in the slight breeze that moves through the window
Watching as ice tears and orange gumdrops escape me
And kings and queens move through my mind
Stabbing emotions with their tiaras.

Your charm bracelets wring my neck
Your high heels stab my heart
The happiness I carried with me in my pocket has been stolen
And that little jar of fairy dust has been used up
The glitter and sparkle that were in my eyes
Now lay scattered across the wings
That are slowing being peeled into nothing.

My curls have all been straightened
In attempts to be part of the world I’ve been thrown into
While you’ve done the opposite
In failing efforts to regain what you’ve already lost
While you accidentally cheated me out of my last game of Candyland
And pushed me over the edge
With your rules of grammar and phonetics.

I have no way of unveiling my secrets to you
No communication that I know you’ll hear
Coldness cracks open my heart
Making it whisper when I try to sleep
Sharing its untold stories and desires to no one
And when you say you want to hear them
I can only imagine how much you’re lying.

LuckyStar · 12-12-2005, 10:52 PM

I haven't written anything in a while...which isnt good for me. But I wrote something tonight and I'm posting it...
it's basically me and my life right now because I'm unreal stressed out and stuff. Yeah. It needs work, so any comments would be appreciated.

It’s more than you think, you know.
Angels of mercy, their halos of thorns
Shrouded by darkness and dripping with sin
Laying in frosted blue skies, unnerved and careless.
Playgrounds of abuse, sand made of broken hearts
Castles destroyed by shattered dreams and whispered lies
Swings left unused, their plastic pushed by the hollow air.

No, she’s not what you expected.
No acts of compassion or charity, only selfish plays of nothing
Embedded in a smile made of porcelain and lace
Shattered and torn only when reality strikes.
Eyes with invisible layers that can penetrate your soul
Built up from years of experience of dealing with shallow beings
Made to be put on a shelf, to be idolized by worthless blacklights.

Wings carefully stitched together, threads of the dreams of others
Carefully broken into tattered lines of hatred
Dainty glass slippers on the feet of the damned, sparkling in delight
Glitter strewn over dresses of tattered rags and immoral guilt
Oh, how the luster has come out of the crown, aging with words
And the velvet is soaked with tears of digression and spite
Perfection never seemed so hopeless or unused.

Her poise is slightly off balance
Grace mixes with instability to form an irreconcilable dream
Hopes that are impeccably scattered, strewn across a floor of dirt and ice
Driven and wretched, she attempts to cross the rocks in heels
Hiding tears of embellishment and pain as the days become steeper
Watching as invisible wounds surface on her soul
And the loneliness becomes more adamant, demanding a heart to feed from.

Green eyes with veiled envy boiling behind the curtain
Desperate attempts to regain posture and stability fail to conclude
Sorrow at the core, there is blackness surrounding every shadow and illumination
As beating minds merge to form a mass to compete with.
Her life is filled with insecurity, misery, and isolation.
Why do you want yours to be like her surface?
It’s more than you think, you know.

09-09-2005, 10:19 PM	#22 (permalink)
LuckyStar Fledgling Post Monkey Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: America's Hometown. Age: 20 Posts: 1,531 Points: 9,194.99 Bank: 14,205.96 Total Points: 23,400.95 Donate	another poem...i'm just gonna keep posting. I hate your cards of sympathy. Those make believe words Written down on cardboard paper That danced and sang Acting like you cared. I hate that mask you always wear. That one that is full of feigned sincerity That smile that makes me want to scream I hate you And those eyes that look around Proving you’d rather be somewhere else. I hate your stupid lies and false pretences. Words that mean so much weight to me But are only excess skin for you Something you can brush off in the blink of an eye And not even bother to care about. I hate your painted face, your fancy clothes Your yearning to belong In a world that you didn’t fit into years ago One that you act like you didn’t care about And honestly, one that you’ll never belong to at all.

09-26-2005, 08:17 PM	#23 (permalink)
LuckyStar Fledgling Post Monkey Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: America's Hometown. Age: 20 Posts: 1,531 Points: 9,194.99 Bank: 14,205.96 Total Points: 23,400.95 Donate	no idea if i like this one yet. It started out directed at one person, then got intermingled with other stuff. Dont know how I feel about it. My wings have chipped Fallen from the halos they used to lay with Sitting so daintily above my mirror Moving in the slight breeze that moves through the window Watching as ice tears and orange gumdrops escape me And kings and queens move through my mind Stabbing emotions with their tiaras. Your charm bracelets wring my neck Your high heels stab my heart The happiness I carried with me in my pocket has been stolen And that little jar of fairy dust has been used up The glitter and sparkle that were in my eyes Now lay scattered across the wings That are slowing being peeled into nothing. My curls have all been straightened In attempts to be part of the world I’ve been thrown into While you’ve done the opposite In failing efforts to regain what you’ve already lost While you accidentally cheated me out of my last game of Candyland And pushed me over the edge With your rules of grammar and phonetics. I have no way of unveiling my secrets to you No communication that I know you’ll hear Coldness cracks open my heart Making it whisper when I try to sleep Sharing its untold stories and desires to no one And when you say you want to hear them I can only imagine how much you’re lying. __________________ Dirty Dancing: Evanescence Nights-The EvBoard dance orgy. KatyaNoctis: mmmmmslutheather snicker728: mmmmmhmmmmheathermmmmmmmmm snicker728: you already turned me on KatyaNoctis: you're tan and fun and you have b00bs KatyaNoctis: you = hawt wwaloed: Mmmmheatherwetboobsmmmmm ...they love me.

12-12-2005, 10:52 PM	#24 (permalink)
LuckyStar Fledgling Post Monkey Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: America's Hometown. Age: 20 Posts: 1,531 Points: 9,194.99 Bank: 14,205.96 Total Points: 23,400.95 Donate	Right. I haven't written anything in a while...which isnt good for me. But I wrote something tonight and I'm posting it... it's basically me and my life right now because I'm unreal stressed out and stuff. Yeah. It needs work, so any comments would be appreciated. It’s more than you think, you know. Angels of mercy, their halos of thorns Shrouded by darkness and dripping with sin Laying in frosted blue skies, unnerved and careless. Playgrounds of abuse, sand made of broken hearts Castles destroyed by shattered dreams and whispered lies Swings left unused, their plastic pushed by the hollow air. No, she’s not what you expected. No acts of compassion or charity, only selfish plays of nothing Embedded in a smile made of porcelain and lace Shattered and torn only when reality strikes. Eyes with invisible layers that can penetrate your soul Built up from years of experience of dealing with shallow beings Made to be put on a shelf, to be idolized by worthless blacklights. Wings carefully stitched together, threads of the dreams of others Carefully broken into tattered lines of hatred Dainty glass slippers on the feet of the damned, sparkling in delight Glitter strewn over dresses of tattered rags and immoral guilt Oh, how the luster has come out of the crown, aging with words And the velvet is soaked with tears of digression and spite Perfection never seemed so hopeless or unused. Her poise is slightly off balance Grace mixes with instability to form an irreconcilable dream Hopes that are impeccably scattered, strewn across a floor of dirt and ice Driven and wretched, she attempts to cross the rocks in heels Hiding tears of embellishment and pain as the days become steeper Watching as invisible wounds surface on her soul And the loneliness becomes more adamant, demanding a heart to feed from. Green eyes with veiled envy boiling behind the curtain Desperate attempts to regain posture and stability fail to conclude Sorrow at the core, there is blackness surrounding every shadow and illumination As beating minds merge to form a mass to compete with. Her life is filled with insecurity, misery, and isolation. Why do you want yours to be like her surface? It’s more than you think, you know. __________________ Dirty Dancing: Evanescence Nights-The EvBoard dance orgy. KatyaNoctis: mmmmmslutheather snicker728: mmmmmhmmmmheathermmmmmmmmm snicker728: you already turned me on KatyaNoctis: you're tan and fun and you have b00bs KatyaNoctis: you = hawt wwaloed: Mmmmheatherwetboobsmmmmm ...they love me.

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09-05-2005, 07:57 AM	#21 (permalink)
LuckyStar Fledgling Post Monkey Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: America's Hometown. Age: 20 Posts: 1,531 Points: 9,194.99 Bank: 14,205.96 Total Points: 23,400.95 Donate	Hmm. Well, they're http://community.webshots.com/myphot...umID=328854796 here if you want to see them. And also, I wrote another poem. It's to my friend, who has been kind of annoying me and her other friends lately. Screaming for attention won’t save you now. Those letters you wrote, selling your soul Are now just floating in the water. The dreams you whispered into the envelope And sealed with a bloody kiss Are lost forever, trapped in the sky. Words you had written, exposing yourself The ones you said helped relieve the pain Are merely letters scrambled on a page; A page that no one but you reads. You say no one understands That no one pays attention Even though you know that’s a lie. We’ve all been cut; Whipped by ourselves Chained to our own walls of suffering And drowned in never ending rivers of tears. I dare you to find someone, anyone Who hasn’t had their heart split open by another And filled with poison Or been massacred and shredded, Torn by broken promises and lies. So stop with the threats The idle attempts to regain interest Or put the spotlight back onto you. Stop drawing on yourself Feigning wounds and scars Mocking those who have real bruises. You keep reopening your gashes Pouring out more blood When in reality, you should just be healing. But you’re afraid you’ll be lost in the background Because if you’re not ‘the girl who screams in pain’ Then you’ve lost your identity.

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