Okay here are some old ones and i have to sort through my new stuff and write it up.


Run Away

Walking through the fence posts,
Into the shadows of the trees,
With the mist hiding the past,
The bushes hiding the secrets,
and the leaves bleeding their frowns

Long in the dark I stood,
Wanting to find it,
The hidden.
But no one can find me,
I find you in my future,
But No one finds me.

Where I stood,
In the dark,
Amongst the clouds,
Everything was invisible,
Even the coldness couldn't reach my bones,

I disappeared,
Adopted by the wind,
Invisible by the clouds,
Giving me a chance.
Hiding me.
I run and I hide,
Playing catch with the past


Her lullaby

As she sits above the clouds
She sings
Sings the lullaby that saves me

Silently I lay[Listening to the silence
Feeling air brush past my still body
Hearing her song
Play through the grass
And tickle my body

My eyes blinded
My skin on fire
My cloths melting away
But still I lay
Knowing I will not be harmed
Knowing her voice will protect me

When all hope is lost
I sit and I wait
I wait for the lullaby
Or I wait to die

The soft music flows through me like my blood
It gives me the will
The will to keep going
The will of hope that it will all soon end
And the smile that has every one hypnotized

Again the mystic, soothing voice saves me
Again I reach my feet
Again I live
Again I fall…
Then I wait I wait for her lullaby
I wait to be saved.
You know how you get those cute little text messages? i made one up

Through the Leaves

As the wind plays through the leaves above me
I hear Whispers you send me
making the song of hope
that forever plays through my mind
giving the strength to battle those who try to bring harm
so far away but so near
you make me strong
hearing your voice
through the leaves

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My sir, my vow

Sir do you not remember my words,
That time of the red sky
How I vowed to my heart
The words you promised to

Sir I vowed I will never be owned
No human will have procession over me
I am not an object of a sirs desiring eye
I belong to my body and soul
No command shall reach my ears

Now I have to go through this
Breaking my vow to my heart
And sir you are breaking your promise
I thought you understood
Silence me another way
Do not lie to my ears

I walk the earth
A bruised soul
Broken flesh
All to hold my heart
To behold my own identity
Not to be seen just as his lady
His sheath, his slave, his procession

Sir how could I have brought this upon myself?
You promised my words
My eyes were wiped by your figure tips
I was to be seen
the lady of your heart
I am in stead in a black hole

You made me feel I have failed you Sir
If so oh how I am sorry
It is my weakness,
my tongue has no control
My words are chosen carelessly
But it was my heart that made the end clear

All I ask of you
Is to forgive me
To save me from the man with the steel hand
With words that prick
His love can not control me

Sir you and I can not hide
Our love will fins its way
Please do not wait until I no longer feel
For each day I am silently breaking your touch is the only remedy
So please follow my whispers
The whispers I send you in the wind
‘rescue me’



Misleading

I thought he loved me
But I am obtuse,
I wished
Only in my heart
& in my head it came true

Years go by
And still I wonder, why?

This pain hurts just so much
My nights still sleepless
My dignity still un-restored
Long walks seem endless

I feel I am one of those
Beside the road breathless
Feeling nothing
Seeing all
Hearing everything

I am waiting
But for what?
I am still envy
This place no longer speaks to me

Still I await
Every moment I hold my breath
Hope is miss leading
The steps aren't his
The noise isn't him
He isn't coming back

I left with him
my mind, spirit and soul
They deserted me
Just like he did

When will I breathe?
Will I breathe?
He didn't
Will I end up like that?
Will I be left hollow inside?
Time tells a tale
One that it hides from me

Time passes by until the end

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Time fades away

Once upon a day
Everything was perfect
Love, happiness….
A smile.
Over time everything was stolen
Each day my smile was turned around.

The wasp flying around my legs no longer bothers me,
But still I wand it to sting,
To show me that I am alive, that pain in my heart does subside.

This place is silent.
From happiness to haunting.
These people around me have changed everything,
I feel every word,
Every word.
I feel immortal amongst these monsters.

I was created by them to be nothing,
And nothing I have become.
No wind chills me,
No sun warms me.
No song seems right,
And no I’m not alright.

Each day I grow weaker,
As each day is a struggle.
A knife is under my ribs, I can no longer breath.
Each taunt appears on my skin,
And my tears seems to disappear in the wind,
Each day ends, but a new day never begins for me.





The lie

Drip…
drip…
Drip…
her life is escaping her,
Like the tide escaping the sand,
Like the bird flying from the tree,
Her life is escaping.

Her tears sliding, like a raindrop
Her breath whispering
“Shall he find another lie to make a joke?”
Her emotions broken,
They are re-ordered to feel only the pain.

His words with no thought,
He spoke them with no care,
And the lies never leave her ears.
Every one see’s the person. But no one hears the whispers he feeds her,
Betrayed so brutally,
Right in front of a mending soul,
Only to shatter it all over again,
This time nothing can hold the broken bits together.

She cries for peace,
Wanting to be free,
With slits on her life,
She tries to fly,
All the taunts,
All the lies,
They add fuel to the burning city.
She wanted the pain to go away,
But she ran away, she flew away.

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Never giving up

Your life travels over hard ground,
Forced to walk bare foot over glass,
with the sky raining rocks.
And sometimes it just seems so hard,
Sometimes your eyes are blind,
And you forget I am here beside you,
Waiting to be your hero.

Now your lost,
How can any one see you?
Camouflaging like a lizard through the nature grounds,
I know who you are
Even when you have forgotten,
But I know dreams serve you well.
And you relive battling the night mare

Sleep,
Sleep tight, close your eyes and dream,
Dream of Immortality.
Dream of the heavens.
Because you have become so much more than you are.
And you no longer let them defeat you.

You think every thing about you is wrong,
But only your eyes seem damaged,
As you look into the mirror and see nothing,
Though I look into your reflection and see so much more.

You let the rocks hit you out of the trees,
You let the cloud evaporate underneath you
And you may keep me out,
But I love you too much to give up.

Your eyes shine like my guardian angle,
I realise then I can not let you go,
And you haven’t gone,
Your just sleeping
And one day the demons will let you free,

So my sweet darling, for now,
Sleep,
Sleep tight, close your eyes and dream,
Dream of Immortality.
Dream of the heavens.
Because you have become so much more than you are.
And you no longer let them defeat you.

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wow, great work Alicia!! my faves are definitely- The lie- the whole piece is brilliant, especially the beginning with the "drip, drip, drip" and My Sir, My Vow- i liked the wording of it very much. But i enjoyed reading all of them. hope you'll share more! ^_^ <3

Thank you so much Oceanic that means alot to me <3


Running Dagger

I don’t understand,
How you can hate me so much,
How long have I stood back?
How many tears have I fed you?
But you still decided you have to hate me.

I’m out of sight,
Although, You still try to catch me with your dagger.
But, You once again fail to realize…..
You already have stabbed me a thousand times,

I keep pretending that you mean nothing anymore,
but as each year goes by I remember the mistake I made,
I have no way to regret it,
But how I wish things were different.
Each dream I see, I realise nothing will change,
Your mind is so stubborn, nothing can get in.

You said you wanted me, that you needed me,
But that was so long ago,
Now it feels a challenge to breath your name,
Turn around and see my eyes and see how long they have been hurting,
Does no pain flow through your icy veins?

Outside, inside, it doesn’t matter.
I just want you to be with me,
In the tree where I await,
I find the loyal birds, offering there comfort.
And I wish, just wish, that one day one of those birds would be you.
But I must be some where dreaming.

I run from you in fright,
Scared you will try to harm me again.
You try to catch me with your dagger,
But once again you fail to realise,
You have stabbed me a thousand times,
the pain is just apart of my immune system now.

In the days, I let the wind take me,
I let the soil own me,
I let the trees hide me,
All to save myself from being nothing to no one.
To save me from the heart break from you,
Though I still hold the hope,
Maybe one day you will find me.

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Wow Alicia!!I didn't know you are that talented!!
I really like The Lie and Running Dagger!
Some lyrics from Misleading capture me and Her Lullaby has a gentle aura!
Can't wait to see more from you!!

Thanks Frozen

Finally i have written something.
Might be a bit confusing, i didn't really have a point set out for this one. So its random



Terror Games

Shining bright in my eye,
Making an illusion that fools my mind,
It seems she appeared from the heavens,
But the sunlight was in on the act.

The trees can’t hide me,
The river can’t hold her,
She knows every foot print I leave.

She runs,
She laughs,
Making me play ‘Ring around the rosey,’
Taking pleasure in seeing me fall,
Loving the way my tears leave a spark in my eye,

Pictures invading my mind;
Naked people,
Laughing rabbits,
Killing graves,
Enjoying my terror, she laughs.

She didn’t evolve from the heavens to save me,
She didn’t take my hand and show me the way,
Terror is her game,
Loving the thrill that chills my veins,
Which she feeds off,
As we are one.

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That last one Terror Games is cool! Reminds me so much of Within Temptation lyrics, like Ice Queen or Mother Earth, similar sorta style I guess. But wow you really are talented!

I know who I'm asking to write me english assignments and stuff

Smytho are you serious? Cause i was getting the idea from Ice Queen and a picture i saw in this booklet thing that my english teacher gave us. Ha out of everyone i knew you would get the style

lol as long as you don't have an idiot English teacher like mine marking

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