when i was a young'n, i would twirl my bangs when tired and right before falling asleep. now since my bangs are grown out i just twirl my longer hair around my finger.

when im nervous or bored ill hold my hair in my left hand and hold it up to my face near my nose and breathe through it. (weird i know)

when no one is around i like to sing along to music and pretend the posters on my walls are my audience. i pretend im on stage and it's fabulous haha

sometimes when walking down the street i like to pretend im in a movie and it's being recorded.

when i listen to a song sometimes i get the idea that it would be great if used in a certain movie or tv scene.

also when passing certain areas i think it would make a great location to shoot a scene for a movie.

i used to write fanfiction. i have a bunch of song fics, and two WIPs that i havent updated since july of 2004.

uhhh i guess thats it for now

ME TOO!!zomg.

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I do that hair thing a lot. I think mine's from being bored and not so much being nervous.

I also do the singing to music and pretending there's an audience around me, lmao. I do it when no one's around too.

Other things.. hmm.

Hmm.. I have a social phobia and I can't stand when people stare at me for whatever reason. It makes me extremely self conscious of myself and I panic. Giving speeches in front of people is the worst, as is eating in public. I'm so quiet that people tend to forget I'm with them. I don't have much of a social life because of my phobia, though I'm attempting to change that.

I hate the phone. I hate everything about it. I panic if I have to use it. The only thing I don't mind doing is texting someone. Hooray!

My brother and sister are much much older than me. My sister's like.. 17 years older than me, and my brother is 15 years older than I am. I have a half sister who is about 3 or 4 years old now, but I've never met her. I didn't even know I had a half sister until I was 19, I think. My family is a bit dysfunctional.

I have a relatively large scar on my right leg from a brick that fell when I was standing next to it. I can't stand it, so I don't wear shorts in public.

I used to play soccer, I was actually really good. I was told I could have gone places with it, but I quit when I was 15 or 16. I wish I hadn't quit now.

Other than that, and the other stuff I've mentioned, I'm pretty boring.

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I used to do that too!! Well, I still do sometimes but not a movie persay, but what my life would look like to someone else...sort of like a Sex and the City thing, where Carrie walks downt he street narrating and analyzing her life in her head. I dont think that made sense...

I used to be on happy pills, and got told I was getting fat and decided to quit them cold turkey and flush them down the toilet. So I became fat and crazy! Woo! lol
I still have a shitload to do for school, but found out today Im right on schedule
Hahaha...I was "that girl"
Who dosent love boobs?! c'mon now

Me too! Everytime I had to go up on stage for a speech or performance, I always took my glasses off. So anything that wasnt 3 feet from my face was a big colorful blur!!! I always got compliments that I smile when Im on stage like Im really into it...I was really just into the pretty colors
My first plane ride was 16 hours!
Amen on the last one LuckyStar

- I have a scar on my left ankle from tripping over a pile of rebar and 2x4's, then popping the stiches. I think its ugly.

- I like romantic surprises, but feel bad when I get them

- I just got a rock from Texas!

- People think I am confident and know what I am doing/want, but I really dont. I am waiting for someone to tell me that its right, but no one has.

- I want to learn how to drive a stick shift

- I wear glasses, and think that is the best pysical feature I have.

- Im a little bit OCD. When I walk down the street, I avoid stepping on hte cracks, or I step on only the cracks. When Im at the mall, its always 2 steps per big square tile, or one step in every other small tile.

- I read left to right, but eat right to left.

- My biggest fantasy involves a strap on

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I used to be the Hot Topic faux goth girl with the uncontrollable facial acne, black pants with more zippers and straps than you could count, and had an emo attitude. I had hardly any friends, hated my parents, and thought preps were social suck ups who had no sense of individuality.

...

Two years later here I am.

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- i can bowl both left and right handed
- i play guitar, bass, drums and keyboard, but i cant sing worth shit
- im a bit of a comp geek
- im easily entertained
- every form of art is my passion. i love drawing and playing music.
- im a game geek, i can play games for hours at a time and not even realize its been hours.
- i love looking at the structure of buildings(tini got me hooked there)
- i can sometimes see, hear, sense ghosts
- i look like im 12 years old but people tell me i act like im 35 years old.
- my bro is 4 years older than me, we hardly ever talk and see eachother only a couple times a year, he moved outta the house when he was 16 yet we have this bond and we are very much alike and i feel i know him really well when i dont know him at all.
- i feel worthless unless someone tells me otherwise
- if i dont have something to look forward to i get extremely depressed and think way too much about suicide.
- im just plain crazy!

-I'm not crazy. I'm just a little unwell.
*ba-dah, CRASH!*

-My life before Evboard = me sitting here doing meaningless homework for hours and having no close friends and nothing else to do, and having fits of suicidal depression because I knew I was missing out on life, and didn't know how to make it better.

- Turkey sandwiches make my life.

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I have to know what time it is also. If I don't know it, I will start tweaking out. I would wear my watch but my mom took it. Haha

<3 Michelle

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-Yay for Arkitekture!!!
-You are worth EVERYTHING!!!!
-You have Motley Crue/Aerosmith and Friends and Europe with me to look forward to.

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new fact:

and i apparently have at least one really amazing friend