I'm 19, will be 20 on August 8th
I have a baby girl named Rhiannon
-born 4-4-07 via c-section
I married my high school sweetheart of 4yrs
I love horses
I love Texas
I'm lazy
I have to have my gallbladder removed due to post pardum complications, thanks rhiannon!
I like all the drama on EvBoard
I drive a Yukon
I live in a small town with a 18K population (we dont have a starbucks or anything good)
Walmart is the #1 store here and I hate it
I like Dr Pepper
I miss the feeling of being pregnant

I think thats it. I was just randomly looking at stuff in here and trying to put something interesting together

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- Hmm its raining where I am
- I cry too much
- I have a headahace x.x
- But I'm happy
- My dad hates me I think
- I want dinner
- I'm very random
- I dream of a world of my own..
- I wish my life was less complicated
- I don't really like who I am
- My hair is so long I can sit on it
- I hate having blonde hair
- My eyes are blue
- My brother's annoying
- I love The lion king
- I have a trampoline
- School was the most traumatic time of my life
- I am alive
- I have nothing else to say about me for now..
- I doubt anyone will even read this XD

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She sits alone in her castle of stone
and watches the world pass by...

I love to say "MOOK!" Don't ask me what it means because I really have no idea! xD

*Proud member of the following: Amy's Army / Ben's Battalion / Rocky's Regiment / John's Brigade / David's Division / Will's (Boyd) Squad / Terry's Troops / Tim's Patrol / Will's (Hunt) Combat / Troy's Team*
I mean after all, we're all supporting the same thing, right?

~ I have a severe phobia to sharks
~ Right now, I shouldn't be walking nor even be alive right now
~ I have over come a drug addiction (4 Yeas clean)
~ I love to draw, write poems, and journal
~ Music is very theraputic for me
~ My entire back, is now made out of titanium metal
~ My eyes change colors....(Green, Blue, Gray, and blue-green)


theres alot more, but not really to talk about.

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-I had a hole in my heart,i think i was born with it.Anyway i had to get open heart surgery at the age of 5.
-I have had chronic migraines since the age of 6.
-I started kindergarten at the age of 6.
-I have been depressed since about 7th grade.
-I'm about 19 and 1/2 and i have no clue what i want out of life.
-I love Chocolate.
-I have been trying to lose weight.
-I keep to myself and I'm not really close to anyone.
-I have been in love with a guy for the past 2 years and haven't been able to bring myself to do anything about it.
-I'm trying to recover from Self Injury.
-I love animals.
-I'm pretty sure i have Borderline personality disorder or some type of mental disorder.
-I love Johnny Depp.
-I love the SAW Movies.
-My favorite bands aside from Evanescence are Linkin Park,Marilyn Manson,Guns 'n' Roses,AC/DC,Goo Goo Dolls,Staind,Disturbed,Katy Rose,Dresden Dolls,Pink Floyd,Renee Olstead,Rob Zombie,and Jessica Sierra.
-My Favorite TV Show is House, M.D.

That's all i can think of right now.

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'Everybody lies,everybody cries and then everybody dies.'

-I was a vegetarian for two years, but had to revert because of severe anemia. It still breaks my heart to eat a hamburger.
-my biggest fear is dying in a car accident.
-I have a disorder called Pica which is related to my anemia. It causes to me crave ice (frozen water that is) like a crack addict.

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O Death, rock me asleep, Bring me to quiet rest, Let pass my weary guiltless ghost Out of my careful breast.--Anne Boleyn

I can ballroom dance
I know more than 6 ways to kill you with my barehands
I like classical music
And I will try anything at least once. lol

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I am the only person in both my mom/dad's side of family to have a mental illness and learning disabilities. I'm also the shortest person in the family. xD

I can sing like a guy

I play the oboe (even though I'm not amazing...xD)

I can read/understand spanish, german, french, and japanese quite easily, but I have immense difficulty speaking them outloud in front of people. ( ) And the only languages I've learned are french and spanish.

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"Men kick friendship around like a football and it doesn't seem to crack. Women treat it like glass and it falls to pieces"

~ i am way too sarcastic
~ i suffer nightmares (lately about uni XD)
~ i have a crush on a fictional character (as does my friends XD)
~ i am clueless about what i want from life
~ im a book addict
~ have the urge to travel
~ unlucky in love
~ stubborn, bitchy, dreamer
~ writing is my release
~ without my cat my life is empty
~ i have no idea what i want in my future
~ i wish to own a cafe
~ and travel

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Blackbird singing in the dead of night,

Take these broken wings and learn to fly

All your life

You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Fly, Blackbird, fly

Into the light of the dark black night.

I've been offered a modeling contract but didn't accept because I would have had to move to LA.

I've been considered but eventually turned down by many other agencies because I was too short, and because my ass is too big!

I am a trained belly dancer.

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O Death, rock me asleep, Bring me to quiet rest, Let pass my weary guiltless ghost Out of my careful breast.--Anne Boleyn

No shit. I don't have anemia, but I'm wondering if I have Pica. O.o; I've always wondered if there was some kind of explanation for my need to eat vast amounts of ice. Weird.

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