I'm 19, will be 20 on August 8th
I have a baby girl named Rhiannon
-born 4-4-07 via c-section
I married my high school sweetheart of 4yrs
I love horses
I love Texas
I'm lazy
I have to have my gallbladder removed due to post pardum complications, thanks rhiannon!
I like all the drama on EvBoard
I drive a Yukon
I live in a small town with a 18K population (we dont have a starbucks or anything good)
Walmart is the #1 store here and I hate it
I like Dr Pepper
I miss the feeling of being pregnant

I think thats it. I was just randomly looking at stuff in here and trying to put something interesting together

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- Hmm its raining where I am
- I cry too much
- I have a headahace x.x
- But I'm happy
- My dad hates me I think
- I want dinner
- I'm very random
- I dream of a world of my own..
- I wish my life was less complicated
- I don't really like who I am
- My hair is so long I can sit on it
- I hate having blonde hair
- My eyes are blue
- My brother's annoying
- I love The lion king
- I have a trampoline
- School was the most traumatic time of my life
- I am alive
- I have nothing else to say about me for now..
- I doubt anyone will even read this XD

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She sits alone in her castle of stone
and watches the world pass by...

I love to say "MOOK!" Don't ask me what it means because I really have no idea! xD

*Proud member of the following: Amy's Army / Ben's Battalion / Rocky's Regiment / John's Brigade / David's Division / Will's (Boyd) Squad / Terry's Troops / Tim's Patrol / Will's (Hunt) Combat / Troy's Team*
I mean after all, we're all supporting the same thing, right?

~ I have a severe phobia to sharks
~ Right now, I shouldn't be walking nor even be alive right now
~ I have over come a drug addiction (4 Yeas clean)
~ I love to draw, write poems, and journal
~ Music is very theraputic for me
~ My entire back, is now made out of titanium metal
~ My eyes change colors....(Green, Blue, Gray, and blue-green)


theres alot more, but not really to talk about.

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Always Believe In Your Self!!!

-I had a hole in my heart,i think i was born with it.Anyway i had to get open heart surgery at the age of 5.
-I have had chronic migraines since the age of 6.
-I started kindergarten at the age of 6.
-I have been depressed since about 7th grade.
-I'm about 19 and 1/2 and i have no clue what i want out of life.
-I love Chocolate.
-I have been trying to lose weight.
-I keep to myself and I'm not really close to anyone.
-I have been in love with a guy for the past 2 years and haven't been able to bring myself to do anything about it.
-I'm trying to recover from Self Injury.
-I love animals.
-I'm pretty sure i have Borderline personality disorder or some type of mental disorder.
-I love Johnny Depp.
-I love the SAW Movies.
-My favorite bands aside from Evanescence are Linkin Park,Marilyn Manson,Guns 'n' Roses,AC/DC,Goo Goo Dolls,Staind,Disturbed,Katy Rose,Dresden Dolls,Pink Floyd,Renee Olstead,Rob Zombie,and Jessica Sierra.
-My Favorite TV Show is House, M.D.

That's all i can think of right now.

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'Everybody lies,everybody cries and then everybody dies.'

-I was a vegetarian for two years, but had to revert because of severe anemia. It still breaks my heart to eat a hamburger.
-my biggest fear is dying in a car accident.
-I have a disorder called Pica which is related to my anemia. It causes to me crave ice (frozen water that is) like a crack addict.

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O Death, rock me asleep, Bring me to quiet rest, Let pass my weary guiltless ghost Out of my careful breast.--Anne Boleyn

I can ballroom dance
I know more than 6 ways to kill you with my barehands
I like classical music
And I will try anything at least once. lol

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I am the only person in both my mom/dad's side of family to have a mental illness and learning disabilities. I'm also the shortest person in the family. xD

I can sing like a guy

I play the oboe (even though I'm not amazing...xD)

I can read/understand spanish, german, french, and japanese quite easily, but I have immense difficulty speaking them outloud in front of people. ( ) And the only languages I've learned are french and spanish.

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"Men kick friendship around like a football and it doesn't seem to crack. Women treat it like glass and it falls to pieces"

~ i am way too sarcastic
~ i suffer nightmares (lately about uni XD)
~ i have a crush on a fictional character (as does my friends XD)
~ i am clueless about what i want from life
~ im a book addict
~ have the urge to travel
~ unlucky in love
~ stubborn, bitchy, dreamer
~ writing is my release
~ without my cat my life is empty
~ i have no idea what i want in my future
~ i wish to own a cafe
~ and travel

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Words are flying out like endless rain into a paper cup

They slither while they pass

They slip away across the universe

Pools of sorrow waves of

Joy are drifting thorough my open mind

I've been offered a modeling contract but didn't accept because I would have had to move to LA.

I've been considered but eventually turned down by many other agencies because I was too short, and because my ass is too big!

I am a trained belly dancer.

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O Death, rock me asleep, Bring me to quiet rest, Let pass my weary guiltless ghost Out of my careful breast.--Anne Boleyn

No shit. I don't have anemia, but I'm wondering if I have Pica. O.o; I've always wondered if there was some kind of explanation for my need to eat vast amounts of ice. Weird.

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