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Fear
Your eyes burn into my soul
Casting me though hell itself
Once more I find myself torn
With hatred and adoration
Who are you?

Your poison seeps into my veins
And every breath I take
Once more I find myself here
Chained by you and unwillingly
I am yours

So dangerous and dark
And yet I come to you
My phantom on the other side
So seductive
Where are the white horses now?

Whats on your mind lies in your eyes
And I, I'm helpless once more
There is no one to save me
So will I let you control me?
My dark prince

So dangerous and dark
And yet I come to you
My phantom on the other side
So seductive
Where are the white horses now?

Do I let you within?
Or do I run once more?



This has no title, it just came out one day
She was floating. That was the first thing she noticed that wasn't quite right. She felt almost detatched from herself, and wanted to tell him to stop shaking her. But she couldn't move her lips. Heard him scream, "Jesus, don't do this to me! Don't do this to me!" but she still couldn't move. She wanted to reach out, but then he was gone. Away. Hadn't he promised to stay with her until the end? Or was it until she fell asleep? Was she dreaming again?

And who was that touching her? Later she would remember dreaming of angels. They told her to go back, it wasn't her time. One of them traced her palm gently, showing her the break in her life line. But it started right up again, and then she was gone. Someone was hitting her, and it hurt. She opened her eyes.

Later, she would remember. She would decide not to tell him, for the terror was still fresh in his eyes when he held her a day later. She gave him a soothing story, but in the back of her mind was the question: Did I die?

She would break down and tell him. Sob it into his ear, the fear of leaving before her life was lived. She didn't know if she had really seen angels, but it wouldn't be the first time she had dreamed of such. She had regular dreams of them, and had even dreamed of being nailed to a cross. Such was her belief in God, and she dreamed that way often. Were they only ever dreams? Did she really die? She had to laugh at it, make it a joke, but the question never fades. And she heard the certainty in his voice when she confessed and he said quietly, "I knew you had gone."

But she came back.

"I'll die, but real love is forever..."

Someone believed in them.


Summer
Do you recall
The way you said you loved her?
The first time you ever uttered such words
To a beautiful girl?
How vulnerable your voice was as you carressed them
As though you were making love to
The sweet syllables?

Try to remember now
The little boy who came back
When the summer goddess was high
Amidst the clouds in the sky
How he cried when he was in his agony
In the arms of his beautiful angel
She never let him fall
But rather lent him her wings

("And in that moment
I swear we were infinite...")

Do you recall
The promise you made her?
A brand new man enforcing
The sweetness of his boyhood?
You held her with your eyes
The way you always did
And whispered "Forever"
Forever hasn't ended

Now the angel has fallen
And the man has forgotten
The way she held the boy
Don't walk away
She'll find the wings she lost
When autumn fell
And cast a cold darkness
Over her soul

This creature of summer
Has dwelt in winter for too long
Don't give up
She loves you
She'll find the way
So wipe away the tears
So gently
As they cascade down her face
And hold her
Forever will never die



Ophelia Medly
(Ophelia’s mind went wandering)
Your eyes send me to eternity
(You’d wonder where she’d gone)
Your heart casts me down to hell
And lately this love
Is condemnation enough
Leave me empty and see if I survive
Esos recuerdos me accompanaran toda la vida
(Through secret doors and corridors)
Call on the love I gave to you and take my hand
(She wanders them alone)
I feel like a song without the words, I feel like you’re home
And through the mist I see the face of an angel calling my name
Do I dream this belief or do I believe this dream?…….



Hail Mary full of grace…whatever happened to Mary?


Christine Speaks
"...In sleep he sang to me
In dreams he came..."

Though I once believed
I know now I was decieved
And yet I can't help but wonder
Who he really is?

Everything seemed a dream
As his voice lifted my soul
I trusted the look within his eyes
But was it all a lie?

And if I try
I think I can grasp
The thought that he might still be there
The man behind the monster
The man behind the mask...


Someday
I have wasted my last day
Letting what happened control me
You asked me if I could be happy
Someday

I woke up this morning and
I was ready to walk forward
You asked me if I could be happy with you
Somday

CHORUS
Someday, someday
Why wait for someday?
I left the past behind
And the future has changed now
But lets not wait for someday
I can feel my life
Falling into place
You were always waiting for someday
Now someday is today

I'm breaking out of these chains
Becoming who I was born to be
I told you that I could be happy
Someday

The rain is starting to ease
I can feel the sun shining on me
You taught me to let go, you make me
Want to be brave

CHORUS

You waited for me
Through sickness and health
You waited for me
Through good times and bad
You asked for a little more
Consideration
So here is my gift to us

Today, today
No more waiting for someday
I left the past behind
I have the future before me
So lets love what we have now
I can feel your hand
Falling into mine
You were always waiting for someday
Now someday
Is today
Today
Someday is today

That's it for now...please let me know what you think!

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I really like the one called Fear.
I know that all too well.... keep it up!

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Hi there! Haven't updated in forever and a day, but here are two photos of mine.



I took this one outside my old high school at about eight or nine in the morning, when the sun was just beginning to blaze. Isn't the color amazing???? I was so stunned I'd gotten such a lovely shot!



I photoshopped this one for an assignment in photography entitled "Doorways Into..." We were supposed to convey a message through our photos, and mine was "Doorways Into Understanding" The original, (which is gone now, sadly) had the actual color from the hallway, but I thought the green of the school colors clashed with the color of the stars. I really liked it as sepia, which is why it was changed, but now that I think about it, it may do better as black and white. *shrugs* What do you think?