Leanne's Stuff (again) - EvBoard

Leanne · 07-01-2005, 10:08 AM

Okay, all my stuff is here, like you've probably guessed. So.....

Pictures:
My Chemical Romance Cover

My Chemical Romance Back Cover

An Eye

Ian Watkins and a Cross

Shirley Manson and a Guitar

A Face, Doodles and Pacmen

Hand and Face

Yeah they're no that good but what the hey....

Everything in here copyrighted to me.... obviously. Don't pinch, or I'll pinch you.

Untitled

I've been nobody for so long
I want to be, someone
You took away all that I had left of me
You left me there, upon my knees
-
Then I was alone and could clearly see
What caused you to lie and disagree
With every single word I said
Making me wish I would rather be dead

The thoughts of you they plagued my mind
Your actions they plagued my soul
Until I couldn't stand it any longer
You had to go, to make me stronger

That's when you changed my life forever
Beside you now, here together
Shows how my life was ended as well
Now here our souls will burn in hell

Leanne · 07-01-2005, 10:15 AM

Copyright © 2005 Leanne

Never before did I know love my dear
Until that is I met you
Your eyes they glowed as bright as the moon
Your words they soothed my aching wounds

I cannot tell you what my life would be like
If you did not appear and join it
Because all I know is I would not be here
Long would I be gone, dormant in a grave I'd sit

You see what would I do, if you did not calm me
In my times of trouble
Where my world caved in, the lights grew dim
I'd just fall and stumble

Until it was just not worth it anymore
I could not find the key to fit the door
That would open up the world of happiness and life
Where there are no secrets, no sorrow, no lies

Leanne · 07-01-2005, 10:22 AM

Copyright © 2005 Leanne

I'm nothing, nothing at all
Invisible, can't see me at all
Except when I fall
They just want to see me fall

Darkness looms overhead once again, why does this not surprise me
Because this I cannot get rid of , can't be sane, just what I hate to be
That's me, a liar, a fake, a nobody who's a misfit, alone
Except for one
But that at times like this seems to fade far away, til I can't see, and lose my faith

To do the deed is in fact a crime, but why would I care if I'd not do the time?

Leanne · 07-01-2005, 10:36 AM

Copyright © 2005 Leanne

You

My dear now I know pain
For sorrow is all I gain
My love is strong
My heart is weak
Happiness and comfort are all I seek

You can give me that you know
I know by the care and trust you show
But please remember
I trust you too
All I want is this that you do

Everyday my mind wanders
And ends up thinking of you
I think I'm in love
I may be in love
I know I'm in love with you

Please don't be afraid
Or avoid my gaze
For I don't want to see you sad
I'll help you along
Just please stay strong
And remember it's not that bad

Leanne · 07-01-2005, 10:40 AM

Copyright © 2005 Leanne

In this broken world of dreams
My glass heart is shattering it seems
Into a hundred thousand pieces
On and on til this pain ceases

I do not know the path to take
To find the answer and hope not to break
My hopw and spirit driving me on
In this ferest made by the Holy Son

He will guide me, the mighty one
With the help of His sacred Son
Into light from this bitter darkness
Where answers are given not guessed

Leanne · 07-20-2005, 10:30 AM

A song, an god i hate this one sounds sooo stupid! Jeez...

Copyright © 2005 Leanne

Intro

Been loving for so long
Afraid I don't know what it means now
What does it mean
Show me the answer please now

Verse 1

Was so lost, crying, broken, bleeding in pain
Suddenly brought back into the real world
Delving in these deep thoughts, would I gain
Or lose my soul to a dream absurd

Chorus

Is this real, what I'm feeling
It feels so wrong so different from before
I know I should be healing
From the pain, from the doubt
I just need to let it all out

Verse 2

Then it reformed, or so I thought
My dream was at last coming true
Lies I sold myself I should not have bought
But still my feelings grew

Chorus

Is this real, what I'm feeling
It feels so wrong so different from before
I know I should be healing
From the pain, from the doubt
Finally I'm letting it all out

Verse 3

So there it was, finally here
The very thing I'd wanted all this time
But something's wrong I'm plagued by my fear
Is it that I don't want what is now mine

Bridge

What should I do
I don't know please tell me
I have no idea what I feel
Unlike I did before
What have I done

Chorus

Is this real, what I'm feeling
It feels so wrong so different from before
I've stopped my dreaming
And now I'm so unsure

Help me. I'm so confused again. What do I feel?

Im_Broken · 07-24-2005, 12:37 AM

Hey!!!
I came to your thread. You commented on mine, I comment on yours.

Anyways, I love all the stuff that you have up here. You are such a great writer. I love "You." I think that's my favorite. I can't wait to read more.

Leanne · 07-26-2005, 05:58 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Im_Broken

Hey!!!
I came to your thread. You commented on mine, I comment on yours.

Anyways, I love all the stuff that you have up here. You are such a great writer. I love "You." I think that's my favorite. I can't wait to read more.

Yay! A comment! At last! Well, thanks Rach! Means a lot. Tank u!!!

Leanne · 07-26-2005, 06:14 AM

Copyright © 2005 Leanne

An angel, that's what she is
Sent down from heaven, like I got my wish
She looks as beautiful as a Goddess
Even when she's a mess
Because she's perfect to me
Always will be
A shame I have to leave her
Just for now, or maybe forever
For she knows me so well
But sort of missed the constant hell
The fear, the pain, the endless doubt
And clarity is what I live without
I hope she's okay
When I leave her today
It's best for all
Don't catch me when I fall

Leanne · 07-26-2005, 06:15 AM

Copyright © 2005 Leanne

I've decided, I'm not going to do it anymore
I can't, I won't, it hurts too much
Tonight will be the night
The whole world becomes a better place
I'm so sorry to the ones I love, however few you are
Because I know this will hurt you, but maybe not that much
If not I cannot see it at this moment
It seems to me I'm almost alone in the world
What I want I cannot have
The one thing that kept me here
Is not as strong as it used to be
I'm losing my grip on reality
I'll save you all, save you from me
Like I said, I'm sorry
You know who you are
I know you'll get through this
If you're weaker than I can see
Get through it, get through it for me
I'll watch you while I'm there
Forever guiding you, it's better that way
I'll see you again, as much as I want to
Hopefully not soon.

07-01-2005, 10:08 AM	#1 (permalink)
Leanne Gay Monkey Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: England Age: 17 Posts: 2,064 Points: 5,573.96 Bank: 160,236.86 Total Points: 165,810.82 Donate	Leanne's Stuff (little_goth) Okay, all my stuff is here, like you've probably guessed. So..... Pictures: My Chemical Romance Cover My Chemical Romance Back Cover An Eye Ian Watkins and a Cross Shirley Manson and a Guitar A Face, Doodles and Pacmen Hand and Face Yeah they're no that good but what the hey.... Everything in here copyrighted to me.... obviously. Don't pinch, or I'll pinch you. Untitled I've been nobody for so long I want to be, someone You took away all that I had left of me You left me there, upon my knees - Then I was alone and could clearly see What caused you to lie and disagree With every single word I said Making me wish I would rather be dead The thoughts of you they plagued my mind Your actions they plagued my soul Until I couldn't stand it any longer You had to go, to make me stronger That's when you changed my life forever Beside you now, here together Shows how my life was ended as well Now here our souls will burn in hell __________________ Last edited by Leanne : 05-13-2006 at 04:21 PM.

07-01-2005, 10:15 AM	#2 (permalink)
Leanne Gay Monkey Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: England Age: 17 Posts: 2,064 Points: 5,573.96 Bank: 160,236.86 Total Points: 165,810.82 Donate	Copyright © 2005 Leanne Never before did I know love my dear Until that is I met you Your eyes they glowed as bright as the moon Your words they soothed my aching wounds I cannot tell you what my life would be like If you did not appear and join it Because all I know is I would not be here Long would I be gone, dormant in a grave I'd sit You see what would I do, if you did not calm me In my times of trouble Where my world caved in, the lights grew dim I'd just fall and stumble Until it was just not worth it anymore I could not find the key to fit the door That would open up the world of happiness and life Where there are no secrets, no sorrow, no lies __________________ Last edited by Leanne : 08-10-2005 at 06:26 AM.

07-01-2005, 10:22 AM	#3 (permalink)
Leanne Gay Monkey Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: England Age: 17 Posts: 2,064 Points: 5,573.96 Bank: 160,236.86 Total Points: 165,810.82 Donate	Copyright © 2005 Leanne I'm nothing, nothing at all Invisible, can't see me at all Except when I fall They just want to see me fall Darkness looms overhead once again, why does this not surprise me Because this I cannot get rid of , can't be sane, just what I hate to be That's me, a liar, a fake, a nobody who's a misfit, alone Except for one But that at times like this seems to fade far away, til I can't see, and lose my faith To do the deed is in fact a crime, but why would I care if I'd not do the time? __________________ Last edited by Leanne : 08-10-2005 at 06:26 AM.

07-01-2005, 10:36 AM	#4 (permalink)
Leanne Gay Monkey Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: England Age: 17 Posts: 2,064 Points: 5,573.96 Bank: 160,236.86 Total Points: 165,810.82 Donate	Copyright © 2005 Leanne You My dear now I know pain For sorrow is all I gain My love is strong My heart is weak Happiness and comfort are all I seek You can give me that you know I know by the care and trust you show But please remember I trust you too All I want is this that you do Everyday my mind wanders And ends up thinking of you I think I'm in love I may be in love I know I'm in love with you Please don't be afraid Or avoid my gaze For I don't want to see you sad I'll help you along Just please stay strong And remember it's not that bad __________________ Last edited by Leanne : 08-10-2005 at 06:26 AM.

07-01-2005, 10:40 AM	#5 (permalink)
Leanne Gay Monkey Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: England Age: 17 Posts: 2,064 Points: 5,573.96 Bank: 160,236.86 Total Points: 165,810.82 Donate	Copyright © 2005 Leanne In this broken world of dreams My glass heart is shattering it seems Into a hundred thousand pieces On and on til this pain ceases I do not know the path to take To find the answer and hope not to break My hopw and spirit driving me on In this ferest made by the Holy Son He will guide me, the mighty one With the help of His sacred Son Into light from this bitter darkness Where answers are given not guessed __________________ Last edited by Leanne : 08-10-2005 at 06:27 AM.

07-20-2005, 10:30 AM	#6 (permalink)
Leanne Gay Monkey Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: England Age: 17 Posts: 2,064 Points: 5,573.96 Bank: 160,236.86 Total Points: 165,810.82 Donate	A song, an god i hate this one sounds sooo stupid! Jeez... Copyright © 2005 Leanne Intro Been loving for so long Afraid I don't know what it means now What does it mean Show me the answer please now Verse 1 Was so lost, crying, broken, bleeding in pain Suddenly brought back into the real world Delving in these deep thoughts, would I gain Or lose my soul to a dream absurd Chorus Is this real, what I'm feeling It feels so wrong so different from before I know I should be healing From the pain, from the doubt I just need to let it all out Verse 2 Then it reformed, or so I thought My dream was at last coming true Lies I sold myself I should not have bought But still my feelings grew Chorus Is this real, what I'm feeling It feels so wrong so different from before I know I should be healing From the pain, from the doubt Finally I'm letting it all out Verse 3 So there it was, finally here The very thing I'd wanted all this time But something's wrong I'm plagued by my fear Is it that I don't want what is now mine Bridge What should I do I don't know please tell me I have no idea what I feel Unlike I did before What have I done Chorus Is this real, what I'm feeling It feels so wrong so different from before I've stopped my dreaming And now I'm so unsure Help me. I'm so confused again. What do I feel? Last edited by Leanne : 02-12-2006 at 08:12 AM.

07-24-2005, 12:37 AM	#7 (permalink)
Im_Broken Fledgling Post Monkey Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Illinois Posts: 1,397 Points: 470.00 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 470.00 Donate	Hey!!! I came to your thread. You commented on mine, I comment on yours. Anyways, I love all the stuff that you have up here. You are such a great writer. I love "You." I think that's my favorite. I can't wait to read more. __________________ -Rach- ((Check out my stuff)) when it starts to rain break out the slip and slide

07-26-2005, 06:14 AM	#9 (permalink)
Leanne Gay Monkey Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: England Age: 17 Posts: 2,064 Points: 5,573.96 Bank: 160,236.86 Total Points: 165,810.82 Donate	Copyright © 2005 Leanne An angel, that's what she is Sent down from heaven, like I got my wish She looks as beautiful as a Goddess Even when she's a mess Because she's perfect to me Always will be A shame I have to leave her Just for now, or maybe forever For she knows me so well But sort of missed the constant hell The fear, the pain, the endless doubt And clarity is what I live without I hope she's okay When I leave her today It's best for all Don't catch me when I fall __________________ Last edited by Leanne : 08-10-2005 at 06:27 AM.

07-26-2005, 06:15 AM	#10 (permalink)
Leanne Gay Monkey Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: England Age: 17 Posts: 2,064 Points: 5,573.96 Bank: 160,236.86 Total Points: 165,810.82 Donate	Copyright © 2005 Leanne I've decided, I'm not going to do it anymore I can't, I won't, it hurts too much Tonight will be the night The whole world becomes a better place I'm so sorry to the ones I love, however few you are Because I know this will hurt you, but maybe not that much If not I cannot see it at this moment It seems to me I'm almost alone in the world What I want I cannot have The one thing that kept me here Is not as strong as it used to be I'm losing my grip on reality I'll save you all, save you from me Like I said, I'm sorry You know who you are I know you'll get through this If you're weaker than I can see Get through it, get through it for me I'll watch you while I'm there Forever guiding you, it's better that way I'll see you again, as much as I want to Hopefully not soon. __________________ Last edited by Leanne : 08-10-2005 at 06:27 AM.

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