†Malice_Angel†'s poems - EvBoard

Clayton · 09-30-2006, 11:03 PM

Most of you may know me from the †Malice_Angel† artwork thread or just some guy posting around here

but did you know I write poems too? I actually started writting poems way before I started making graphics. In poems I can express myself, sometimes even better then I could in an actual converstaion. I actually post my poems here, but I haven't posted in a while. But I also wanted to share them here on EVboard.
I've actually written hunders of poems. They're all in notebooks. Some better then the other, but they're all written with a lot of emotions. They're all dark, sometimes even negative, but that's how I felt at the time they were written.

I'll post some I typed today and later some older ones. I have many more, but I haven't really found the time to type them. But i started today, so I'll post those another time. (if you want to know when they were written and the stories behind some of them click here)

Quote:

Behind the mirror

What lies beyond the mirror of doubt?
A simple reality or a glorious deceit?
Does wonderland really lie behind it?

I fear to face the mirror.
Afraid of the reflection of the reality.
I’d rather blind myself from the truth.

I only want to live behind the mirror.
In a illusive dream wonderland.
In the world I’ve read so much about.

I smash the mirror to bits and pieces.
Now I pour remorse and regret,
because all I’ve found is empty oblivion.

Quote:

Between dreams and reality

I find myself confined between
a dream and the reality
What’s real and what’s not?

Are dreams only illusions
or warnings of the mind?
Or are they our guide?

Indoctrinating dreams overtake our mind
They conquer my body
and I’m forced to succumb.

Now, lost in a timeless space.
Devoured by the frustration.
I surrender and wander my dreams.

The next one is a very dreamy and imaginary poem I wrote, how I like to escape from the real world in my dreams

Quote:

Escape into dreams

Run away and hide away
Into a world of fantasies
No one can enter my world
I’m free from pain and
I’m free of the accusations
No one can hurt me here

A place which only exists only in my mind
A bulwark no one can break through

I escape into dreams
Illusions fade into reality
All that seems real, just isn’t
Every torment I’ve felt has faded
Alone; but still I’m happy
Because I’m free

A dream land only for me
A world created by me

this poem I wrote because I often can’t do what I want, because someone/something is always standing in my way

Quote:

Break away

I’m bound by my limbs
I can’t release my soul
Full of energy, the fire grows in me
The emotions want to be free
But the chains can’t be broken.

Sadly, I have to wait for my time
My time to break away
In a prison of desire I remain
Full of hopes and dreams
Praying this will become real soon

Blindly I stare and daydream
I blend fantasy with reality
But the reality is too strong
I’m forced to store my dreams,
But I have faith in the fuure

And I’ll break away, someday…

This one is written about the wishes wea ll have, but we know they will just never come to life!

Quote:

Forlorn Wishes

Wish upon a star and hope forever.
But some things are just forlorn.
You can wish an eternity,
but the past won’t rewind.
Oh, how I wish to go back in time;
and right all the wrongs.

Where lies the key to unlock the future?
What must I do to find it?
Must I move on and just forget?
Oh, how I wish to go back in time;
and remove all the sadness in me.

You can dream forever and ever.
You can hope forever and always.
But it won’t undo the past.
These dreams won’t come alive.
They will just die a violent death.

I break the silence, with my cries.
I disturb the circle with my prayers.
I reach, but I feel noting.
Just a hollow space inside.
Oh, how I wish to go back!

Quote:

Victim of Choices

Why do we have to live in torment?
This life is full of choices,
But no solutions to the problems.

Everything keeps getting worse.
I try to forget the burdens,
But a new darkness spreads.

I?m caged and alone, with a choice to make
But don?t know what to say or do
And there?s no one to guide me through this pain

Quote:

Vortex of Thoughts

Everything keeps getting worse
I can't find a stable piece of ground
I fall over and over
I don't know what to do
Don't know what to think

I'm drowning in this vicious vortex
My thoughts are mingled and lost
I can?t focus on the truth
And I've lost grip of reality
Just floating in a timeless oblivion

I try to get hold of the rope
The rope which holds me together
But it breaks once more
I?m lost and can't find a way
Hopeless I wander in the dark

Like mindless eagle I wander
With nowhere to go or return to
I'm just left alone outside in the cold
I'm drowning and drifting of
Dying in a vortex of thoughts

Quote:

Hollow Emptiness

Sitting here so cold and lonely
No warm hands to embrace me
In my head everything is black
A deep oblivion of thoughts
Just hollow emptiness

So many questions, but no answers
So many riddles; it?s all a big cipher
There?s no land in sight
Only a big empty hole
A sea of confusion

No hope; no love to find here
Only a forsaken waste land
A desert of twisted minds
Only memories; only grief
In this endless emptiness

I'll stop now and post another time more, before I bore you all to death

XxBillieOwnsXx · 10-01-2006, 10:18 AM

...o_o
Wow.

*is blown away* XD I'm posting in like, every poetry thread because no one posts in mine, so I'm being nice to everyone...*is not trying to grab attention, honest*. Anywho!

You have one of the most unique writing styles I have wittnessed in quite a while; in fact, it probably is the most unique.

"What lies beyond the mirror of doubt?
A simple reality or a glorious deceit?
Does wonderland really lie behind it?"
I really like that for some reason. Keep at it!

Clayton · 10-01-2006, 02:54 PM

Thank you so much for the compliment

I don't really know what to say but thank you!

That poem you spoke of i wrote one day in class during Biology class

It's actually a piece of lyric. Or what I mean is that, I want to turn that poem someday in a song, and that will be a part of the lyrics

I'll post more soon.

Black_snow · 10-01-2006, 03:12 PM

*speechless*

These poems are awsome!

Why didn't you post them before?

Got more?

Clayton · 10-01-2006, 03:24 PM

Thanks a lot. I don't know why. I have tons more! I'll post them tonight! I'm typing them in my computer!

Clayton · 07-31-2007, 10:02 PM

Wow... *breaths life in old thread*

Well here's a poem which I wrote longer then a month ago. It's about the last EV drama and how I felt at that time.

Scorned by the lie

Before everything seemed like a bliss
Never did I knew it would come to this
How could it all have been broken?
If only the words could be unspoken!
Now I am left here; so alone and cold
I don't believe anything I've been told
It's true, once there shone a light
But I guess, that it all took a flight
So many of us feel scorned by the lie
We wish that all of this would just die
Memories are the only things that will remain
The tears in our eyes we will have to restrain
Time has come to follow our own written destiny
And not to be deceived again, by a perfect fantasy

10-01-2006, 10:18 AM	#2 (permalink)
XxBillieOwnsXx Junior Member Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: ...Pedophile. Age: 17 Posts: 53 Points: 674.92 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 674.92 Donate	...o_o Wow. is blown away XD I'm posting in like, every poetry thread because no one posts in mine, so I'm being nice to everyone...is not trying to grab attention, honest. Anywho! You have one of the most unique writing styles I have wittnessed in quite a while; in fact, it probably is the most unique. "What lies beyond the mirror of doubt? A simple reality or a glorious deceit? Does wonderland really lie behind it?" I really like that for some reason. Keep at it! __________________ i.pledge.allegiance.to.the.world.nothing.more.and. nothing.less.than.my. H U M A N I T Y

10-01-2006, 02:54 PM	#3 (permalink)
Clayton On the road to success!! Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Suriname, South-America Age: 20 Posts: 956 Points: 778.09 Bank: 15,437.32 Total Points: 16,215.41 Donate	Thank you so much for the compliment I don't really know what to say but thank you! That poem you spoke of i wrote one day in class during Biology class It's actually a piece of lyric. Or what I mean is that, I want to turn that poem someday in a song, and that will be a part of the lyrics I'll post more soon. __________________ Visit me at myspace: http;//www.myspace.com/malice_angel

10-01-2006, 03:24 PM	#5 (permalink)
Clayton On the road to success!! Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Suriname, South-America Age: 20 Posts: 956 Points: 778.09 Bank: 15,437.32 Total Points: 16,215.41 Donate	Thanks a lot. I don't know why. I have tons more! I'll post them tonight! I'm typing them in my computer! __________________ Visit me at myspace: http;//www.myspace.com/malice_angel

07-31-2007, 10:02 PM	#6 (permalink)
Clayton On the road to success!! Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Suriname, South-America Age: 20 Posts: 956 Points: 778.09 Bank: 15,437.32 Total Points: 16,215.41 Donate	Wow... breaths life in old thread Well here's a poem which I wrote longer then a month ago. It's about the last EV drama and how I felt at that time. Scorned by the lie Before everything seemed like a bliss Never did I knew it would come to this How could it all have been broken? If only the words could be unspoken! Now I am left here; so alone and cold I don't believe anything I've been told It's true, once there shone a light But I guess, that it all took a flight So many of us feel scorned by the lie We wish that all of this would just die Memories are the only things that will remain The tears in our eyes we will have to restrain Time has come to follow our own written destiny And not to be deceived again, by a perfect fantasy __________________ Visit me at myspace: http;//www.myspace.com/malice_angel

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10-01-2006, 03:12 PM	#4 (permalink)
Black_snow Junior Member Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: Latvia Posts: 149 Points: 509.01 Bank: 801.88 Total Points: 1,310.89 Donate	speechless These poems are awsome! Why didn't you post them before? Got more?

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