Okay, this isn't something I do very often... I'm gonna post some of my lyrics...

I'm not sure what I'm gonna call it... Sugestions are welcome! But, It's about being scared of faces things...

I bleed. I cry. I'd die.
Once Before.
I try. I lied. I fight
Not Again.

A Thousand Pages of Misery
Find Me Where I Hide.
I Turn My Back.
And Close My Eyes.
And Hide Just One Last Time.

I Freak Out.
I Cry Out.
I pretend, I'm Okay...
As I Reach Out.
And As I Want To.....
Belong To...

A Thousand Pages of Misery
Find Me Where I Hide.
I Turn My Back,
And Close My Eyes.
And Hide Just One Last Time.

I Bleed. I Cry. I Try. I Try.

A Thousand Pages of Misery
Find Me Where I Hide.
I Turn My Back,
And Close My Eyes.
And Hide Just One Last Time.

A Thousand Pages of Misery
Find Me Where I Hide.
I Turn My Back,
And Close My Eyes.
And Hide Just One Last Time.

I wrote that song around thirteen I think... Yeah, It was a few days after my thirteenth birthday... It's always been one of my favorite songs that I've written...



This is an extremely poppy/soully (not a word) song... I wrote it for a friend... I think her relationship falls under the "Boyfriend for a month... then he dumped me" catgory... I think I wrote this one when I was twelve... I was one of the first people to talk to her... So, I got dumped with the bulk of her misery... It's definently not one of my favorite songs I've written... Doesn't even begin to compare with the first one in my mind....

Feels Like Crying

You promised me.
I'll Never Hurt You.
Went On. About Six Weeks.
You followed that promise with your everything.
But Come on a Friday Date. As You Wait.
I contemplate.
If You Really Love Me.
And If I Really Love You.
And, It feels like the only thing Right Now to Do.

When I was Younger.
Seemed like Crying was the Best thing TO Do.
To Heal the Little Scratches and Wounds.
But Now, Feels Like Crying.
Is the Only Thing That I Can Do.
To Get My Mind Off You.

Your Hurt Me.
Once To Many Times.
I'm Over All Your lies.
Can't You Get. What I'm About.
Open Your Mouth. And Take the Pill.
'Cause I'm Fucking Over You!

When I was Younger.
Seemed like Crying was the Best thing TO Do.
To Heal the Little Scratches and Wounds.
But Now, Feels Like Crying.
Is the Only Thing That I Can Do.
To Get My Mind Off You.

All That's Left.
For me To Do.
Is To Deny. Everything that Went Thru.
I Can't Bring Myself To Reality.
Why'd You Do This To Me?

When I was Younger.
Seemed like Crying was the Best thing TO Do.
To Heal the Little Scratches and Wounds.
But Now, Feels Like Crying.
Is the Only Thing That I Can Do.
To Get My Mind Off You.

Look At What's Left Of Me!

When I was Younger.
Seemed like Crying was the Best thing TO Do.
To Heal the Little Scratches and Wounds.
But Now, Feels Like Crying.
Is the Only Thing That I Can Do.
To Get My Mind Off You.


A song I wrote a few days ago: Sorry for the long wait. It's about addiction...

Push it Away.
I can't take it Anymore.
Take My Pain.
Let me breathe once More.

One More- And I'll be Done
One More- Watch my world come Undone.
One More- Is all I need.
One More- Make me Complete

Give it Back.
It's all I need.
Give me my Pain.
It Keeps me Sane.

One More- And I'll be Done
One More- Watch my world come Undone.
One More- Is all I need.
One More- Make me Complete
One More- And I'll be Done
One More- Watch my world come Undone.
One More- Is all I need.
One More- Make me Complete

Make me Completely Gone.
Make me Forget what you've done,
Make me Regret this drug.
Make me Believe.

One More- And I'll be Done
One More- Watch my world come Undone.
One More- Is all I need.
One More- Make me Complete
One More- And I'll be Done
One More- Watch my world come Undone.
One More- Is all I need.
One More- Make me Complete

Messing around with paint

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Wow.. I like that a lot. Very good wording to it.

Maybe you could call it A Thousand Pages of Misery, or something. I think that would be cool..

I hope you post more!

Thanks! (Okay, what is it with the smilieys? They're in a different order every time i post!)

I have A LOT more songs... It's just wierd when I post them... Because only two people know that I write... My Two Best Friends... And i've only shown one of them one of my songs.... But, it's easier when you don't have to face the people reading it face to face... It's easier to show them to them....

Same with me on the smiley part.

It is a lot easier when you don't have to face the people that you are friends with and know them face to face. I think that this is a good way to get feelings and express. Writing them all down just like you do.

lol.... I got the idea from something she said...