angerslegacy

"How could God have punished me for such a terrible mistake", you say.
For I was born to you.
A worthless female, meant to be abused by you.

For every hit you threw at me,
And for every tear I shed for you,
For every nightmare I have seen you in,
I never dared to let my emotions show.

Every night, I ponder about something completely out of my control,
Born to someone as selfish and vain as you.

I hate your false sense of truth,
That what I do is always wrong and that my heart is black.

Me, being your first child,
Confused...
Dazed...
Innocent...
The one who always sheds the tears while you praise others.

You admit that the victim is me,
But somehow you continue to commit your life-long crimes.

I have never understood what sin I commited by being born to you,
But I might have commited a deathly sin in a past life.

Stab me to the death,
For you have taken my will to live.

You had taken my soul before I could realize.

You..are..my Mother,
Mothers love their children.
Unconditionally.

Now, your stubbornness and pride and close-minded views have finally caught up,
For you have lost the love of your child..

Mother, Mother,
Looking at me,
Tell me what do you see?

bemylast_ox

I really liked those lines the most, and this poem in general. If I can ask, was part of it inspired by t.A.T.u.? Because I recognized, when I saw the title of your thread, the lyrics from one of their songs.

Anyway, keep writing, I really like your form and style, and I'd love to see more. :]

Apholos

'When a mother can' t see
When a child can' t breath
Your light is above
For ever at all

Your tears will become
In happiness and love
Your heart will be cure
And that is for sure'

Keep posting, express yourself... We all have a very long way to walk.

Best regards!

angerslegacy

Yes, it was inspired by tatu!

Thanks for reading.