Well, this is a poem that I've written a long time ago...
It's always weird to read old stuff...
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"No String of Life"
This is the path I've chosen
The road I was meant to walk alone
Far away is my hope
The one that keeps me hanging on
Feel the blood dripping down my hand
Hear its sound when it hits the gorund
And I see my reflection, there's no colour
But black, the absence of light
I remember that with my hope are my wings
The feathers I used to fly with
I took them off because I wanted to live
I'm sorry I had to experience the suffering
The pain that killing my dreams has brought to me
I'm drained from all fantasies
I'm hollow, but somehow I feel heavy
My feet sink into the ground as I'm trying to keep going
I'm by myself, considering suicide
I haven't yet realized there's no string of life
In this motionless piece of being
Have no one to say goodbye to
No one who deserves my tears
I take my last breath
Just because I'm used to it
And I accept what had already happened
Long before I wondered

That's a good poem. I enjoyed reading it. I hope you post more soon.

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so here goes another one...

"I didn't care"

As I walk I try to forget all I left behind
And as the distance becomes greater
Bigger is the hole I can't feel inside.
Fog around me disturbs my senses
As my memory is slowly erased...
But your arms around me I still feel...
And your lips did nothing but conceal
A greater truth, a bad timing and fast emotions...
But, despite all the hurting, I rather know
Than being behind an ignorance veil.
I still remember the tears that kept me from moving on
And I still hear your words...
I don't... I didn't care...

I really like how you worded that. Awesome job. I can't wait to read more.

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thank you so much

Maybe if I look a little deeper
And if I open my eyes as someone who wants to see
Maybe if I hold my breath
And if I decode every move I make as a part of me
Maybe then I'll find a way to meet myself in here
Maybe then I'll tell you how I really feel
But for now I'm emptiness of certainty
I'm a torment of thoughts that converge inside of this
With a lonely request of peace and clearness
I give unto overwhelming senses that block my view
But with no expectations, no dreams nor illusions
I will not fall into despair once again
And even though I'm already regreting all the things I'll do
I don't feel exausted and I know I'll keep walking my lonely means

There's not a lot to be said
The only words I hear are the words unspoken
But though silence has come in between us
I listen to you just as deeply as I did before
Some sounds do nothing but open up the wounds
Others give you illusion of miracle healings
Why speak when you can feel, inside
Without anything else but your heart
I know I shouldn't be this way
I should believe that words can be more than lies
And I do, but don't tell me you love me
Silence seems a better choice...

I really liike the 2 poems that you posted. Awesome job. Keep up the great work.

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"Truly Live"

I laugh as I see
My reflection on the water
I know I may be
Someone I never wanted
And now I cry
As the image fades away slowly
Though I've tried
I can't find a way
To be with me
Again and forever
To find my soul
In this darkness
To stop bleeding
And truly live
Light the path for me
To search for my own salvation
I've fallen so deep
My mind's my mind's creation
And now I weep
Trying to think of a solution
But I've failed
I linger in this ilusion