Thank you!

Ok, I'm just letting everyone know that I'm still alive! ^-^ I've been writing, so by tomorrow, when I get my "good" computer back up and running, (I've been having some problems with it -_-; ) I'll post everything then. I would now, but I kinda have everything in my locker (oops! ...tehe!) Alright, I'm gonna go, I'll keep in touch as often as possible! Love ya!

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Hey! I really like your writings. They're great! Keep it up
<3 Kathy

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Aww!!! Thanx!!! ^-^ I will!!! Btw, I LOVE your avatar!!!

HEY!!!!!!! I haven't been here in a very long time... again... damn parties... have to settle down......... Parties? Waht parties!? I didn't have any parties!?!?!? Ok, anywayz... I have a shit-load to put up!!!
Here is an older one... it's when my mom kept coming after me and I just wanted her to leave me alone:

"Leave Me Alone"
I don't want you here
Leave... me alone
Please don't even look at me

(chorus
I wanna be left alone
Don't wanna see your face
Leave me in this cyclone
Of anger, hate, and rage

Everything that you say
Everything that you do
Just please
Go away

Get away from me
Can't you see I don't want you here
Leave me alone
Once more

(chorus)

Please just go away
I can't stand
All the things that you've done
To me

You promise things that you
Can't even keep
And you lie
About EVERYTHING

(chorus x2)

Don't get me wrong
I do really love you
Just give me my space
And leave me alone

(chorus)

I wanna be alone
(go away)
Don't wanna see your face
(Leave me alone)
LEAVE...ME...ALONE

Another older one... ah well...... I haven't been here in a while, so.....yeah... here it is:
"Say Good-bye"

I stare into the stars
And this is how I feel
For sure
And you're not gonna stop me this time

(chorus
You left me there in the cold, dark night
Screaming, crying, and dying for you
Leaving you behind
And I'm not comin back this time

At first you say you love me
Now you say you hate me
WHY. DID. YOU. HURT ME. AGAIN!!!
I never thought this would ever happen

(chorus)

I wanna leave my memories of you behind
In the past
Now I know
That nothing ever lasts

You already broke me in two
And tore me to pieces
Leave me
HERE... TO DIE...ALONE

In the dark
You heard my screams
All alone realizing you were never really there
Say good-bye 'cuz I'm not comin back this time

(chorus)

All I have to say
To you now
Is...
GOOD-BYE

This one is a bit more recent..... but not really.... I wrote this in the beginning of the school year... 2yrs ago....... I just lost the paper I wrote it on and found it not too long ago

"Fly Away"

Sometimes I want to be distant and alone
They think I'm sad or upset
When I just want to go home
But everything I do is a threat
When it's just for fun...

Why can't they understand
All I want to do
Is be who I am
And I'm gonna fly away

I will leave this prison
And I'll go so far away
So far, that they won't reach me
I'm gonna fly... away

I rome this Earth alone
No one will know me
That's the way it should be
So I won't be strapped to the damn ground

I'm gonna take these wings and fly
I'm gonna leave
And go so far away
To somewhere unknown

I'm gonna take these wings
And I'll fly somewhere
Unknown to all
In a forest so deep

This life seems so unreal anymore
Just a dream
Falling forever into nowhere
Someone be my light

Please be my guide
And lead me
Back home
Again

Falling forever
Until I find myself
I'll spread my wings...
And fly...

That one was stupid, I know..... anywayz, here's another old one, when I was in the 8th grade...and it's about one girl in peticular, that was just the biggest asshole. And if you're not like her, you're automatically looked down upon. (Especially me... I REALLY don't want to get into the entire story):

"Pretending"

Everytime I'm with you
It doesn't matter where
But you're killing me
(killing me)

I don't want to pretend
I'm not like you
Don't you understand
Can't you see?

(chorus
Sorry I'm not you
Why must you hate me
Is it just me
Just let it go

I look into your eyes
It's like looking at the Devil himself
You're evil and cruel
Forcing me to be someone else

Why must you hate me
Is it just me
Or maybe it's just you
Too many thoughts collide

(chorus)

For now, I'll just take it
And in the morning
I'll just leave
(I'll leave here)

I'm sorry
I'm just too tired of pretending
Under the starry night sky
I'll NEVER think of you

I don't like that one either, but... it's just something I wrote.....anywayz...

"This Feeling"

What is this feeling that I get
Everytime I'm around you
I smile and it won't stop
Everytime I think of you

What is this feeling?
What is this feeling?

Why can't this be easy
Why can't I just scream it out loud
I think I'm in love with you
But I don't know... what is this feeling

(chorus
Is it love
Or just a fantasy
But I know that we will NEVER be
Though I'll try to understand

What is this feeling?
What is this feeling?

Maybe it's just me
Please tell me if what I feel is real
Don't keep me in the dark
Tell me, what is this feeling?

(chorus)

Am I falling in love
Please tell me, what am I feeling
(what is this feeling) If it's just a dream
Let me sleep forever

(chorus)

What is this feeling?
What is this feeling?
What is this feeling?
What is this feeling?

I think I have this song down, but I've done some.... revising! ^-^

"As Sweet as Roses" aka "My Sweet Solitude"

When I'm in my dark dream world
I'm free
And I'm safe
In my sweet solitude

(chorus
Here is where I lie
This is my dark place
In my sweet solitude
I'm alone, but I'm safe

They may say I'm repressed
That I'm so damn depressed
When all I wanna do
Is have a good time

When I'm in my sweet solitude
I'm alone and no one's here
Only me
And that's the way it should be

I may be alone
But it's what I like
And I don't wanna go back
To where I used to be

(chorus)

In my sweet solitude
I can be who I really am inside
No one can complain
Because no one can come in

When I'm here
It may be dark
But the light of the moon
Is enough for me to see

(chorus)

My sweet solitude
This is where I'm safe
It's where I'm free
And I can just be me

Sweet solitude
I can't go back
To where I used to be
I'll stay here forever

(chorusx2)

Someone knocks on the door
This plave fades to black
I'm going back to where I used to be
So long... sweet... solitude...[echos]

This song I wrote a few months ago, I think that it's different then all my other songs I've written. Anywayz... it's about someone who randomly one day goes to their mirrior and starts to hate their reflection and they know people talk about this one person in peticular, and they could just care less about what they say and think, but then becomes an idiot and gives in... Again, this is another one of my 8th grade experiences...:

"Look in the Mirror and Hate What You See"

They say
That it's wrong
To be
Who I am

And it's wrong
To be
Different
But what they missed it:

I could care less
What you think of me
And I could care less
What you say about me

Keep talkin
It's obvious
You haven't seen yourself
Not just yet

Look in the mirror
To see what you've become
And take some time
To hate yourself

Only then
Will you
Be welcome
To my life

Can you see
The world
Through my eyes now
Just for once

Well here's how you start:
Go to the mirror
And stare yourself down
And say:

(chorus
"You're ugly
You're stupid
You're fake
I hate you
You're not all that you appear to be
Nor can you pretend to be anyone else
I hate you!!!"

Now go to your room
Lie on your bed
And just stare at the ceiling
And think of nothing at all

Clear your mind
And live your past
Over and over again
And always go back

(chorus x2)
(guitar solo)

I hate you (x7)
I... HATE... YOU...

Alright, here's my favorite one!!! I'm still working on it!!! (I think...) Anywayz, if you haven't noticed, it's about someone who get bitten by a vampire and as they sleep they slowly turn into one... and I think you can figure the rest of it out... if you really don't understand, then just pm me, I'll explain. (If you guyz need ANYTHING, you can alwayz pm me! I swear to all of you that I will reply back.) -_-; And just to let you know, the answer is no. I didn't 'copy' Fall Out Boy's "A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me" I wrote this song before I even knew who the hell they were. So please, don't think that I 'copied' them, cause I didn't. ^-^ I write my own lyrics, no one else's idea but my own!!!

"A Vampire of the Night"

How was I to know
That you'd go away
Just last night
Though you're not really gone

Blade-like teeth
That sank into your veins
Which made you a beast
An immortal of the night

Forever searching
Hunting for eternity
For answers
That you will never find

An immortal of the night

The very next morning
You awoke
And looked yourself in the mirror
But what you saw

Was so unfamiliar to you
And once you were done hating that thing
That was staring back at you
Did you realize

That it was your reflection
Who are you now
What have you become
But a beast

An immortal of the night

When the sun comes up
And burns your skin to ash
When you scream in pain
And the tears you cry is blood

When you're on your knees
And beg for mercy
You soul will already be gone
When all you've become is

An immortal of the night

That's it for now... I shall return!!! ^-^ I PROMISE!!!!!!!

Hey! I'm back! See, I told you! ^-^ Anywayz, I found this song last night!

"Hidden" (Which is also the name of the album... if I ever do get that far... doubtful, at this point and time... -_-; )

Hiding from the light
Hiding from the truth
Keeping a secret
So horrible

Staying in the dark
Away from the sun
And so far away
From everyone

It's better off this way
'Cuz I can't get hurt by anyone anymore
Nor will anyone
Be hurt by me

(Chorus: )
Please
Don't hurt
My broken, shattered heart
Again
It's just
Way too fragile
To take
Anymore pain

I need to stay away
I don't know
How much more
My heart can take

It's been shattered
Too many times
Before
This is my way to heal

Even though
I die
A little more
Everyday

But it'll all be okay
Maybe
One day
I pray

(chorus)

Just let me stay
Hidden so far away

(chorus x2)

DUUUUUUDE!!!!! LOOK AT THIS CRAZY SHIT I MADE ON PHOTOSHOP!!! (Amy will more than likely kill me... I LOVE YOU, AMY!!! )

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I just made a "The Nightmare Before Christmas" music video to Evanescence's "Going Under" it's pretty damn sweet! I REALLY hope they get a chance to see it... it was made for Amy, by me... <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVpM3BND-R8

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Ok... I was reading an old thread by Amy, the "Calling all artists..." and of course, I didn't pay attention that it was closed!!! Hahaha! Anywayz, I thought I'd just post what I spent the last hour making... I'm such a loser sometimes! Rotflmao!

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woooahhh!!! we're allowed to post again! HOORAY!!! Anywayz... I was looking through the things I wrote... and damn... they sucked! Hopfully I can come up with something soon! I've had major writer's block. It's especially hard to write when you have school, work, and friends... lolz! But, yeah... I hope to have something new... btw, there's just me now... I don't even have my friend in this band anymore. She didn't want to do it... but if anyone would like to be in it, pm me or something! lolz!

It's nice to be back! <3333
EV FOR LIFEEEE!!!!!

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