Princess Mary's Notebook - EvBoard

Princess Mary · 02-05-2008, 12:27 AM

Well looky what we have heh? My very own thread for my very own stuff muahahaha
Okay well some of the things that will go here may have been read before by people as I was signed up to Evboard at one time or another with a different username, and I do think I may have posted my writings then.

But no matter, here they are again, for those who have read them and for those who haven't.

Under The Influence

Sitting here, alone, in a world of dispair
Wondering, thinking, does anyone care?
I see your photo hanging on the wall
Never want to see it again, no more
You went away, you never came back
I can't even picture you, my mind is so black
Why oh why oh why did you do it?
I warned you, I did, but you wouldn't listen one bit
You got in that car, thought you were fine
Then the knock at my door that told me you'd died
I loved you so much, you loved me the same
But I hate you as well, don't want to hear your name
You destroyed my life, as well as your own
I'm left without you, forever alone
I want to turn back time, see you alive
What were you thinking to drink and drive?

I Am

I am special, I am unique
I am strong, and I am weak
I am couragous, I am unsure
I am amusing, I am a bore
I am a friend, I am a tease
I am creative, and eager to please
I am humourous, I am sweet
I am determinded, I admit defeat
I am beautiful, I am from within
I feel down, but know I can win
I am thinker, I am a dreamer
I am talented, and a believer
I am not perfect, and never will be
I am happy with my life, because I am me

~river~ · 02-05-2008, 12:36 AM

well i like

*Imaginary_Whispers* · 02-06-2008, 04:54 PM

i think its rly beutifull what u wrote especially the poem named i am i luv it

Princess Mary · 02-06-2008, 06:16 PM

Now some people might have read this one before, but here it is again.

Perfect In Life, Even In Death

She tries to hide the pain in her eyes
A face tormented by so many lies
The terror her daddy put her through
The horror of abuse her mother never knew
Nobody listened, nobody cared
In her class in school she sat and stared
Her innocence lost, stripped away
Wishing she never had to face another day
The pain, the hurt she felt all her life
Now persuaded her to take the knife
And end a life, a life of sorrow
A life of misery, no more tomorrows
She sinks to the floor in a pool of blood
Knowing that she, her daddy never loved
Going away to a safer place
Couldn't come sooner, hopes the expression on her face
Away from torment, away from pain
Anymore and she's go insane
She welcomes the darkness, the feel of the cold
The victim of abuse, her story never told
Her mother returns and finds her there
Her eyes are glassy, at the ceiling they stare
Her precious daughter, the world she'd left
Perfect in life and even in death
But under her innocence a secret she held
Born into a life in which the cards were already dealt
At the morgue were found signs of abuse
Her tragic secret was now running loose
A family shattered, hanging by a limb
Fingers were pointed, directly at him
He denied the accusations, wife by his side
Refused to say just why his daughter died
They searched his house, and evidence they found
More than enough to bring him down
With everything lost, he just gave up
His secret exposed, he was out of luck
The truth revealed, a terrible tale
Doomeed him to a life spent forever in jail
And miles away, a girl so brave
Now rests comfortably in her grave

Wildangel · 02-06-2008, 06:26 PM

Kylie, the poetry is pretty good. Def. would like to see some more stuff from you.

Princess Mary · 02-07-2008, 02:31 AM

Eyes So Blue

Kindly old man with eyes so blue
Rises slowly and shuffles to his room
Lies down carefully upon the bed
Thoughts and memories crowd his head
Married 68 years to a woman so dear
It's hard to believe she's no longer here
In his mind he can smell her perfume
Reminds him of the time their love began to bloom
A marriage made in heaven, and five children, too
For 68 years they stuck like glue
So much in love, others were in awe
The years flew by, and he loved her more and more
Just two years ago cancer claimed her life
A once blissful man lost his beautiful wife
Missing her so much, the spark left his eyes
Each day she's gone, a part of him dies
But now tonight, as he rest on her bed
Remembering those vows that so long ago, they said
In the place where his beloved wife once lay
This kindly old man has now passed away
And up in the heavens, far above
He joins the woman, who for so long, he's loved

Princess Mary · 02-13-2008, 01:17 AM

First Glimpse

Nervousness takes hold as she walks out the door
She's never done anything like this before
She gets in her car and drives down the street
Somewhere in the hospital, her husband she'll meet
A simple procedure, no need to worry
She's so afraid she refuses to hurry
Drives in through the gate, her husband is there
He tenderly runs a hand through her hair
He gently kisses her worries away
She knows he'll be there, come what may
A nurse approaches, shows them the room
In the young womans mind, uncertainty blooms
She lies on the bed with sweat on her brow
How she got this far she'll never know how
She shuts her eyes, tries to calm her nerves
Thoughts in her mind are colorful blurs
Her husband beside her, she feels so safe
If she didn't have him, she'd never have faith
The voice of the nurse makes her open her eyes
To her amazement, a wonderful surprise
For there on the screen, this beautiful lady
Catches her first glimpse of her unborn baby

~river~ · 02-13-2008, 01:34 AM

kylie your stuff is good. it has a narrative quality to it i like that

deep inside · 03-06-2008, 05:34 AM

really good stuff,keep on writing and posting them

02-05-2008, 12:27 AM	#1 (permalink)
Princess Mary Mastah debatah! Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Pleasuring Tarja Under The Bedsheets And Watching Her Toes Curl Age: 25 Posts: 4,165 Points: 0.00 Bank: 650,345.73 Total Points: 650,345.73 Donate	Well looky what we have heh? My very own thread for my very own stuff muahahaha Okay well some of the things that will go here may have been read before by people as I was signed up to Evboard at one time or another with a different username, and I do think I may have posted my writings then. But no matter, here they are again, for those who have read them and for those who haven't. Under The Influence Sitting here, alone, in a world of dispair Wondering, thinking, does anyone care? I see your photo hanging on the wall Never want to see it again, no more You went away, you never came back I can't even picture you, my mind is so black Why oh why oh why did you do it? I warned you, I did, but you wouldn't listen one bit You got in that car, thought you were fine Then the knock at my door that told me you'd died I loved you so much, you loved me the same But I hate you as well, don't want to hear your name You destroyed my life, as well as your own I'm left without you, forever alone I want to turn back time, see you alive What were you thinking to drink and drive? I Am I am special, I am unique I am strong, and I am weak I am couragous, I am unsure I am amusing, I am a bore I am a friend, I am a tease I am creative, and eager to please I am humourous, I am sweet I am determinded, I admit defeat I am beautiful, I am from within I feel down, but know I can win I am thinker, I am a dreamer I am talented, and a believer I am not perfect, and never will be I am happy with my life, because I am me __________________ Made by "Sirens Melody" Last edited by Melanie : 02-05-2008 at 12:38 AM.

02-05-2008, 12:36 AM	#2 (permalink)
~river~ Lips Like Morphine Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: at the heart of your darkest nightmares and deepest desires Age: 20 Posts: 2,015 Points: 874.09 Bank: 209,972.92 Total Points: 210,847.00 Donate	well i like __________________ Breathe for love tomorrow Cause there's no hope for today Breathe for love tomorrow Cause maybe there's another way Today's the day when the dreaming ends...

02-06-2008, 04:54 PM	#3 (permalink)
Imaginary_Whispers n00blet Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: Puerto Rico Posts: 12 Points: 1,135.83 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 1,135.83 Donate	i think its rly beutifull what u wrote especially the poem named i am i luv it __________________

02-06-2008, 06:16 PM	#4 (permalink)
Princess Mary Mastah debatah! Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Pleasuring Tarja Under The Bedsheets And Watching Her Toes Curl Age: 25 Posts: 4,165 Points: 0.00 Bank: 650,345.73 Total Points: 650,345.73 Donate	Now some people might have read this one before, but here it is again. Perfect In Life, Even In Death She tries to hide the pain in her eyes A face tormented by so many lies The terror her daddy put her through The horror of abuse her mother never knew Nobody listened, nobody cared In her class in school she sat and stared Her innocence lost, stripped away Wishing she never had to face another day The pain, the hurt she felt all her life Now persuaded her to take the knife And end a life, a life of sorrow A life of misery, no more tomorrows She sinks to the floor in a pool of blood Knowing that she, her daddy never loved Going away to a safer place Couldn't come sooner, hopes the expression on her face Away from torment, away from pain Anymore and she's go insane She welcomes the darkness, the feel of the cold The victim of abuse, her story never told Her mother returns and finds her there Her eyes are glassy, at the ceiling they stare Her precious daughter, the world she'd left Perfect in life and even in death But under her innocence a secret she held Born into a life in which the cards were already dealt At the morgue were found signs of abuse Her tragic secret was now running loose A family shattered, hanging by a limb Fingers were pointed, directly at him He denied the accusations, wife by his side Refused to say just why his daughter died They searched his house, and evidence they found More than enough to bring him down With everything lost, he just gave up His secret exposed, he was out of luck The truth revealed, a terrible tale Doomeed him to a life spent forever in jail And miles away, a girl so brave Now rests comfortably in her grave __________________ Made by "Sirens Melody"

02-06-2008, 06:26 PM	#5 (permalink)
Wildangel Moderator Join Date: Jun 2005 Posts: 2,637 Points: 2,827.74 Bank: 13,966,606.43 Total Points: 13,969,434.17 Donate	Kylie, the poetry is pretty good. Def. would like to see some more stuff from you. __________________

02-07-2008, 02:31 AM	#6 (permalink)
Princess Mary Mastah debatah! Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Pleasuring Tarja Under The Bedsheets And Watching Her Toes Curl Age: 25 Posts: 4,165 Points: 0.00 Bank: 650,345.73 Total Points: 650,345.73 Donate	Eyes So Blue Kindly old man with eyes so blue Rises slowly and shuffles to his room Lies down carefully upon the bed Thoughts and memories crowd his head Married 68 years to a woman so dear It's hard to believe she's no longer here In his mind he can smell her perfume Reminds him of the time their love began to bloom A marriage made in heaven, and five children, too For 68 years they stuck like glue So much in love, others were in awe The years flew by, and he loved her more and more Just two years ago cancer claimed her life A once blissful man lost his beautiful wife Missing her so much, the spark left his eyes Each day she's gone, a part of him dies But now tonight, as he rest on her bed Remembering those vows that so long ago, they said In the place where his beloved wife once lay This kindly old man has now passed away And up in the heavens, far above He joins the woman, who for so long, he's loved __________________ Made by "Sirens Melody"

02-13-2008, 01:17 AM	#7 (permalink)
Princess Mary Mastah debatah! Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Pleasuring Tarja Under The Bedsheets And Watching Her Toes Curl Age: 25 Posts: 4,165 Points: 0.00 Bank: 650,345.73 Total Points: 650,345.73 Donate	First Glimpse Nervousness takes hold as she walks out the door She's never done anything like this before She gets in her car and drives down the street Somewhere in the hospital, her husband she'll meet A simple procedure, no need to worry She's so afraid she refuses to hurry Drives in through the gate, her husband is there He tenderly runs a hand through her hair He gently kisses her worries away She knows he'll be there, come what may A nurse approaches, shows them the room In the young womans mind, uncertainty blooms She lies on the bed with sweat on her brow How she got this far she'll never know how She shuts her eyes, tries to calm her nerves Thoughts in her mind are colorful blurs Her husband beside her, she feels so safe If she didn't have him, she'd never have faith The voice of the nurse makes her open her eyes To her amazement, a wonderful surprise For there on the screen, this beautiful lady Catches her first glimpse of her unborn baby __________________ Made by "Sirens Melody"

02-13-2008, 01:34 AM	#8 (permalink)
~river~ Lips Like Morphine Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: at the heart of your darkest nightmares and deepest desires Age: 20 Posts: 2,015 Points: 874.09 Bank: 209,972.92 Total Points: 210,847.00 Donate	kylie your stuff is good. it has a narrative quality to it i like that __________________ Breathe for love tomorrow Cause there's no hope for today Breathe for love tomorrow Cause maybe there's another way Today's the day when the dreaming ends...

03-06-2008, 05:34 AM	#9 (permalink)
deep inside Junior Member Join Date: Aug 2007 Age: 23 Posts: 38 Points: 2,380.42 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 2,380.42 Donate	really good stuff,keep on writing and posting them

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