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Shade · 08-17-2005, 05:52 PM

Hello fellow Evboarders
Guess who's back with more!!!!
So i guess i'll start with a poem>><TR>
Child Abuse

My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mummy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get
just One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now.
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah
And I am but three
Tonight my daddy,
Murdered me.

This is a sad poem i was sent by email from a person. Child abuse is wrong, everyone knows that. This poem made me really think the first time i read it.
its one of my favorites
~Shade~
PS. I'll ahve more.......mostly my own.

Im_Broken · 08-17-2005, 08:41 PM

That really is sad. Thanks for sharing that with us. Some of the stuff I can relate to, which is really sad.

Anyways, I can't wait to read what else you have to put up.

Shade · 08-17-2005, 10:05 PM

I have alot more to share, so much but i'll put it in tomorrow, because i'm a bit busy tonite.
~Shade~

Shade · 08-18-2005, 11:51 AM

My Last Wish

Hear to my one last wish
and listen to my story.
Here i go,
Read you wont be sorry,

i'm Gasping for breath
I cant breathe
reaching around
or something to touch
but i hear no sound.

Cant you see me?
lying on the cold floor,
dying?
Where have i gone?
Where have you gone?

You disapeared so suddenly
and left me here alone
I cant escape the darkness,
my fate is yet unknow.

Where has my breath gone?
where has my life gone?
This darkness surrounds me
and i cant escape alone,
Deaths spell has bound me.
my body as limp as stone.

I can feel your breathing,
I can feel your heartbeat,
But i can not feel my own.

If i am dying,
then where is the light?
if i am dying,
Then why doesn't this feel right?

Anything is better than this,
hanging on between life and death.
I'd rather die
i dont want the suffering.

Let peace wash over me
let me go
but keep on loving me,
that is my one last wish.

Let me die,
i'll see you agian
one day,someday,
i'll find you all.

My soul is fading,
from the soft touch of our beautiful earth.
my sprit is leaving.
but dont let the memory of me,
leave with me.

Forever i will be,
this this little girl i am,
i havn't left much behind
but what i have,
i love, and cherish dearly.

I wish i could still be with you,
But destiny has taken me
look at what i went through,
and relize its for the best.

My suffering and pain
is finally at rest,
and so am I.(so dont be sad ppl:P:P:P:P:P

Healing

You touched my arm,
And felt the burning pain underneath my skin.
This wound is so deep
the pain is unreal,
i want it to leave and never return.

The pain haunts me,follows me
and picks at my life.
i wish i could drop it,
and forever forget it.

But it wont let me,
it keeps coming back,again and again
and everywhere i turn i see a child,
one like me,
lost.
and tortured.

Now everytime you look at me,
You see that tiny child inside
the one who was hurt so long ago.

You found me accidently,
while looking for your own happiness
but instead found a sad depressed little girl
and healing me brought you that happiness
you believed in me.

I could never fully heal,
from everything i've lost
but i can be happy,
and thats all thanx to you.

Suicide

Nothings the same
After you were gone,
everytime i think,
i see your name.

Your suicide
made me see, how life could be.
But I cant belive, that you lied
why couldn't I see through you?
when you said you were fine.

I've lost your life
and more than just my friend
it took to much
but maybe i will slowly mend.

Everynight i cried,
thinking of what became of you,
the suicide,
and what you went through.

You were sentenced to die,
by your own willing mind
it left me to carry that one small lie
that i couldn't see through,
to save you.

Your suicide,
it gave me hope
now i dont need to be afraid, and hide
now i can cope.

but,
I'll still remember your soft voice,
our friendship
and your beautiful smile
i'll never forget you,
or your suicide.

Fallen

Dont look at me
I have nothing left to say,
but silent tears
just go away.

You've taken eveything there is to take
Everything i care for,
but still you want so much more.

*Chorus*
I'm on fire
burnig to decay,
death is your desire
for me,oh leave me here to lay.

I've fallen
100 miles down below,
no escape
run.
*chorus ends*

i climb,
i fall,
down from the wall,
between myself and reality.

and i try and try ,
to come back
(oooooooh oh oh oh)
but i'm trapped,
in these horrid nightmares
and i've been rapped,
in a thousand lares
of your hatred and pain.

*CHORUS*

I'm on fire
burnig to decay,
death is your desire
for me,oh leave me here to lay.

I've fallen a
1000 miles down below
no escape
run.
*CHORUS ENDS*

Cant you see i've been neglected,
and there's no chance of being realected
to be in charge,
of my life.

You've taken over me
you've even taken my identity,
you've taken everything there is to take,
my whole entire life.
everything but what i hold onto dearly,
my soul,
thats the last peice of being whole,
and you cant have it.

My soul is mine,
and always will be
it belongs to me.
*Chorus Again*
I'm on fire
burnig to decay,
death is your desire
for me,oh leave me here to lay.

I've fallen
1000 miles down below
no escape
trapped.

Im_Broken · 08-18-2005, 11:33 PM

Thanks for sharing. Some stuff when I was reading it made me sad. Post more soon. I like reading this stuff.

Vampyyri · 08-19-2005, 12:19 AM

Thanks for sharing!
some of your stuff is really sad,but is really cool to show your feelings.
I love your stuff and the way you reflect your emotions

Keep it going and post some more,i'd really want to see some more.

nostalgic_lies · 08-19-2005, 01:31 AM

Wow, your poems are really awesome and have such meaning behind them. I would love for you to keep sharing your stuff. I enjoy reading it.

And that's a really sad poem about child abuse. It's sad that stuff like that actually happens

Shade · 08-27-2005, 03:33 AM

Thankyou, I'll post more soon! I'm just in the middle or moving!
thanks for the compliments!
bye
-shade

Shade · 12-02-2005, 07:16 PM

hey i have some more! so much,
I'll post it all tomorrow. but check it out i have months an month worth of stuff!!!
~shade~

Leanne · 12-03-2005, 06:27 AM

Hey, wow you're stuff is really emotional. I love it, you are really good at it. I hope to see more, keep it up!

08-17-2005, 08:41 PM	#2 (permalink)
Im_Broken Fledgling Post Monkey Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Illinois Posts: 1,397 Points: 470.00 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 470.00 Donate	That really is sad. Thanks for sharing that with us. Some of the stuff I can relate to, which is really sad. Anyways, I can't wait to read what else you have to put up. __________________ -Rach- ((Check out my stuff)) when it starts to rain break out the slip and slide

08-18-2005, 11:51 AM	#4 (permalink)
Shade Junior Member Join Date: Dec 2004 Location: Narnia Age: 16 Posts: 42 Points: 22.45 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 22.45 Donate	More More More!!! My Last Wish Hear to my one last wish and listen to my story. Here i go, Read you wont be sorry, i'm Gasping for breath I cant breathe reaching around or something to touch but i hear no sound. Cant you see me? lying on the cold floor, dying? Where have i gone? Where have you gone? You disapeared so suddenly and left me here alone I cant escape the darkness, my fate is yet unknow. Where has my breath gone? where has my life gone? This darkness surrounds me and i cant escape alone, Deaths spell has bound me. my body as limp as stone. I can feel your breathing, I can feel your heartbeat, But i can not feel my own. If i am dying, then where is the light? if i am dying, Then why doesn't this feel right? Anything is better than this, hanging on between life and death. I'd rather die i dont want the suffering. Let peace wash over me let me go but keep on loving me, that is my one last wish. Let me die, i'll see you agian one day,someday, i'll find you all. My soul is fading, from the soft touch of our beautiful earth. my sprit is leaving. but dont let the memory of me, leave with me. Forever i will be, this this little girl i am, i havn't left much behind but what i have, i love, and cherish dearly. I wish i could still be with you, But destiny has taken me look at what i went through, and relize its for the best. My suffering and pain is finally at rest, and so am I.(so dont be sad ppl:P:P:P:P:P Healing You touched my arm, And felt the burning pain underneath my skin. This wound is so deep the pain is unreal, i want it to leave and never return. The pain haunts me,follows me and picks at my life. i wish i could drop it, and forever forget it. But it wont let me, it keeps coming back,again and again and everywhere i turn i see a child, one like me, lost. and tortured. Now everytime you look at me, You see that tiny child inside the one who was hurt so long ago. You found me accidently, while looking for your own happiness but instead found a sad depressed little girl and healing me brought you that happiness you believed in me. I could never fully heal, from everything i've lost but i can be happy, and thats all thanx to you. Suicide Nothings the same After you were gone, everytime i think, i see your name. Your suicide made me see, how life could be. But I cant belive, that you lied why couldn't I see through you? when you said you were fine. I've lost your life and more than just my friend it took to much but maybe i will slowly mend. Everynight i cried, thinking of what became of you, the suicide, and what you went through. You were sentenced to die, by your own willing mind it left me to carry that one small lie that i couldn't see through, to save you. Your suicide, it gave me hope now i dont need to be afraid, and hide now i can cope. but, I'll still remember your soft voice, our friendship and your beautiful smile i'll never forget you, or your suicide. Fallen Dont look at me I have nothing left to say, but silent tears just go away. You've taken eveything there is to take Everything i care for, but still you want so much more. Chorus I'm on fire burnig to decay, death is your desire for me,oh leave me here to lay. I've fallen 100 miles down below, no escape run. chorus ends i climb, i fall, down from the wall, between myself and reality. and i try and try , to come back (oooooooh oh oh oh) but i'm trapped, in these horrid nightmares and i've been rapped, in a thousand lares of your hatred and pain. CHORUS I'm on fire burnig to decay, death is your desire for me,oh leave me here to lay. I've fallen a 1000 miles down below no escape run. CHORUS ENDS Cant you see i've been neglected, and there's no chance of being realected to be in charge, of my life. You've taken over me you've even taken my identity, you've taken everything there is to take, my whole entire life. everything but what i hold onto dearly, my soul, thats the last peice of being whole, and you cant have it. My soul is mine, and always will be it belongs to me. Chorus Again I'm on fire burnig to decay, death is your desire for me,oh leave me here to lay. I've fallen 1000 miles down below no escape trapped.

08-18-2005, 11:33 PM	#5 (permalink)
Im_Broken Fledgling Post Monkey Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Illinois Posts: 1,397 Points: 470.00 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 470.00 Donate	Thanks for sharing. Some stuff when I was reading it made me sad. Post more soon. I like reading this stuff. __________________ -Rach- ((Check out my stuff)) when it starts to rain break out the slip and slide

08-19-2005, 12:19 AM	#6 (permalink)
Vampyyri ☣T0x1c Inf3rnuM☣ Join Date: Dec 2004 Location: Blasfemialandia Age: 18 Posts: 1,539 Points: 2,494.83 Bank: 350.81 Total Points: 2,845.63 Donate	Thanks for sharing! some of your stuff is really sad,but is really cool to show your feelings. I love your stuff and the way you reflect your emotions Keep it going and post some more,i'd really want to see some more. __________________ MYSPACE ☣An Ode To Acid☣

08-27-2005, 03:33 AM	#8 (permalink)
Shade Junior Member Join Date: Dec 2004 Location: Narnia Age: 16 Posts: 42 Points: 22.45 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 22.45 Donate	thankyou Thankyou, I'll post more soon! I'm just in the middle or moving! thanks for the compliments! bye -shade Last edited by Shade : 12-02-2005 at 07:15 PM.

08-17-2005, 05:52 PM	#1 (permalink)
Shade Junior Member Join Date: Dec 2004 Location: Narnia Age: 16 Posts: 42 Points: 22.45 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 22.45 Donate	Hello fellow Evboarders Guess who's back with more!!!! So i guess i'll start with a poem>><TR> Child Abuse My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mummy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now. I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three Tonight my daddy, Murdered me. This is a sad poem i was sent by email from a person. Child abuse is wrong, everyone knows that. This poem made me really think the first time i read it. its one of my favorites ~Shade~ PS. I'll ahve more.......mostly my own.

08-17-2005, 10:05 PM	#3 (permalink)
Shade Junior Member Join Date: Dec 2004 Location: Narnia Age: 16 Posts: 42 Points: 22.45 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 22.45 Donate	I have alot more to share, so much but i'll put it in tomorrow, because i'm a bit busy tonite. ~Shade~

08-19-2005, 01:31 AM	#7 (permalink)
nostalgic_lies Junior Member Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: Texas/England Age: 24 Posts: 228 Points: 1,037.83 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 1,037.83 Donate	Wow, your poems are really awesome and have such meaning behind them. I would love for you to keep sharing your stuff. I enjoy reading it. And that's a really sad poem about child abuse. It's sad that stuff like that actually happens

12-02-2005, 07:16 PM	#9 (permalink)
Shade Junior Member Join Date: Dec 2004 Location: Narnia Age: 16 Posts: 42 Points: 22.45 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 22.45 Donate	hey i have some more! so much, I'll post it all tomorrow. but check it out i have months an month worth of stuff!!! ~shade~

12-03-2005, 06:27 AM	#10 (permalink)
Leanne Gay Monkey Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: England Age: 17 Posts: 2,064 Points: 5,573.96 Bank: 160,236.86 Total Points: 165,810.82 Donate	Hey, wow you're stuff is really emotional. I love it, you are really good at it. I hope to see more, keep it up! __________________

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