I would love to hear that song to music \m/ so angry, you can feel the emotion in the words.

That fucker who trashed your notebook needs to be shot down.

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April 24th 2007...

Damn straight! Thanks for stopping by

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I told someone that this poem would never see evboard... but it is tonight. It was originally wrote when I was gonna stop writing poetry and post this up here as a close but changed my mind. It not about a person, foo.

Goodbye
You've made me whole again
Only you took the time to mend my heart
To cool my rage
And to give me the strength to say goodbye

I've loved and longed you for forever
But now I've gone astray
My hatred is clear, I hate you
I hate what you say and what you don't

You're a lying whore that everyone hates
With me brought more misconseption
My soul and sweat went into your making
Feelings told only to your careing ears

I made all of you
Your my creation which I may destroy
You made me scream from sweet release
You made me scream from my deep pain

I need you to breathe
You need me to speak
I'd rather suffocate
Than talk worthlessness

Convincing me that I should live
You've always managed
To speak your silence inside me
But emptyness can only cry for more

Everyone who hears your whisper
Cannot understand or comprehend
It's true meaning

Some say your voice has wings
Others admit it stayed in awe
Some say your useless and foolish
Say you are just my insanity

But God forgive me
I just can't take the hate
I want you to die
So today is the last day

Goodbye my love
I'll miss you so
Goodbye everything

I love writing. The end.

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wow...That was so powerful. It was really really good. I love reading your stuff, and I agree with Codger that would make an awesome hardcore song. I can see people rockin out to that

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lol yeah totally. That'll be the number one hit that makes me rich and famous *deeply misses band and voice*

<3 thanks a bunch!

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I'm waking now
Oh, I'm scared of the outside
Though never will I fall back again
In there I've slept too long

What do I do now?
Let me run
I don't want anyone's hand
I'll pull myself out

We put our words out for the wind
To take and scatter into the abyss
Like pedals from a dogwood
Never heard and never seen

I'm not cold, Dove
I'm not cold

They've perished
And I'm alone

Let me do it my way
I want to throw it all away
So let me blow away
Like pedals from a dogwood

I'll burn it to the ground
Peace isn't real
So why should I pretend?
Flower pedals turn to dust


I do indeed have stuff coming soon. Stick around won't ya.

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Old and posted once before (slightly different now though) but was whiped out during the crash. Along with other stuff but I love this one... don't even know why. I used it to make a buffy the vampire slayer fanfic which turned out far more sucsessfull than I ever would have dreamed... I'd show ya but I'm a pussy.

Alas... my classic...

Fragile
I can’t help but stare in your blue eyes
With only you in mine

Those beautiful eyes that look past me
And hold another


I lie, and lie, you mean nothing to me
But still lies don’t come true
Lies killing me to tell the truth

I’ve cried so hard wishing you were there
I’ve cut so deep wishing you could care

Laying in a puddle of my sorrow
The pain, the hallow loneliness never leaves
Staring in the darkness all I see is you
Still even when I’m right beside you
you see through me

I shiver silently
Hoping you'd come and protect me from the cold
Wishing you'd hear my silent pleas
You’re only so close but still you push me away

I just can’t help but love the way you sleep
You seem so quiet, so fragile
I just can’t help but dream of you

Touching your hand
Dreaming it was holding mine
Demanding comfort from the heartless world

And I know I’ve betrayed you
I know I’ve lied to you, but I swear it’s true
I can love I can care
There are somethings I’d do anything for
But right now I’d do anything for you

I wish I could tell you
I wish I could scream all the things inside me
You won’t leave me alone
You can’t see I’m suffering

Please just try to look in my eyes
See all truths to me are lies
I want you for once just to believe
I don’t want to lie I don’t want to deceive


Every night I’m in your arms
Locked in an embrace of love
But I wake
And you’re so far away
Someone else lying in your arms

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Maybe if I wrote outside of stanzas and colored my writing and wrote about all the "beautiful" crap people would love me too. Well fuck you buddy. Yeahah I'm emo as hell right now.


I've screamed again
And again noone heard me
If anyone had
They'd have heard me begging them to stay

Again noone could bare to listen
I'm all alone and crippled
The things I hide from now
They come to eat my breath

I can not fend for myself
My strength is gone
And I'm drifting into insignificacy

Ache from the void
My flesh is burning
Heavy hearted
Because noone can bare

They near closer and closer
As they get farther away
It hurts so bad
I'm crying

I almost want to throw myself
Into the lion's mouth

I couldn't protect them
Couldn't save them
He and she are right
I'm worthless

Tell me then
Tell me that it wasn't enough
But oh, you're gone
Like everyone else

I'm crying into the emptyness
But this time
I can't blame anyone for not hearing.

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Two things. One is me painting myself on this art site thing lmfao

Me painting me

And yay, a poem. Inspired by lack of inspiration

Darkness
Lick the candy colored sky
My sweet god is dead inside

Sin just has such a wonderous taste
Can't I sit and drink just a little more?
Innocence has been riped from my body
Sweetness was cast away by bitterness

My mind is thirsty
But it is drowning

I guess I'm as disguesting as her
Bleeding till my demise
I'll be damned if I die young
Waiting, oh, forever waiting

The world keeps spinning
And it's people keep moving
Eternally waiting for a blissful end to come
But as we greive to understand, it won't

Am I the only one who knows?
Maybe I really am crazy
If only they could see the visions I do
If only they'd listen to a breaking mind

Pull me from the edge
Then push me closer
I've teatered on this line
Since memory has served

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you're amazing, and i love you sara!
amazing work...really.

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