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Emily_13_Strang · 05-19-2006, 11:50 AM

I wrote this earlier this year...when i wasnt feeling so great. please comment!

i dont like the title that much, so if you have any title ideas, please share them!

Emily

Regret

Every night I thought and I cried
I hated my life, my soul had died
Not one person cared for me
I felt trapped, I didn’t feel free
I felt like I had not one friend
I wanted my life to come to an end
There was nothing I could do
My life was something I couldn’t redo

And so one day I stepped outside
I considered committing suicide
I couldn’t do it, I was too afraid
But somehow I felt completely betrayed
If I ended my life then and there
I didn’t think anyone would care
I have suffered too much pain
Have I gone completely insane?

All my life I’ve been called a creep
All the insults make me weep
Every action is a regretful mess
I’m starting to think that I am depressed
Everything has been such a threat
My life is something I’m starting to regret
It there has been so much lying
Sometimes I just feel like dying

So kill me now I don’t need to live
Because myself I can’t forgive
I feel like I’ve been sacrificed
Right now my wrist needs to be sliced
From the beginning I’ve hated it all
Every moment farther I fall
I want this to be my last breath
So I can be right next to death

I have the knife to slit my wrist
To be with the darkness that I have missed
Every night I think and I cry
About how much I want to die
The blade slowly runs along my skin
Suddenly the world starts to spin
Everything starts to fade to black
Now I know I will never come back

Apryl · 05-20-2006, 02:27 AM

I really liked that, because it was desrciptive and straight forward. Right to the point. I can't write like that, and I wish I could. Very good.

Are you feeling better now, though?

Emily_13_Strang · 05-23-2006, 05:58 PM

oh yea.....but you know, you just have those times when you feel like a piece of crap, scum of the earth, etc....you get it

Med · 06-05-2006, 01:32 PM

That was pretty something.
Good lyrics that ryhme.
About wanting to die when you feel like crap.
I never got that and never will, why someone's first thought is to die when felling like crap.

And so i heard about cutting the wrist when you can't bear something.
But i always wonder why exactly 'cutting the wrist', what's in there?!

05-19-2006, 11:50 AM	#1 (permalink)
Emily_13_Strang n00blet Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: USA, Texas Age: 17 Posts: 10 Points: 104.00 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 104.00 Donate	Regret I wrote this earlier this year...when i wasnt feeling so great. please comment! i dont like the title that much, so if you have any title ideas, please share them! Emily Regret Every night I thought and I cried I hated my life, my soul had died Not one person cared for me I felt trapped, I didn’t feel free I felt like I had not one friend I wanted my life to come to an end There was nothing I could do My life was something I couldn’t redo And so one day I stepped outside I considered committing suicide I couldn’t do it, I was too afraid But somehow I felt completely betrayed If I ended my life then and there I didn’t think anyone would care I have suffered too much pain Have I gone completely insane? All my life I’ve been called a creep All the insults make me weep Every action is a regretful mess I’m starting to think that I am depressed Everything has been such a threat My life is something I’m starting to regret It there has been so much lying Sometimes I just feel like dying So kill me now I don’t need to live Because myself I can’t forgive I feel like I’ve been sacrificed Right now my wrist needs to be sliced From the beginning I’ve hated it all Every moment farther I fall I want this to be my last breath So I can be right next to death I have the knife to slit my wrist To be with the darkness that I have missed Every night I think and I cry About how much I want to die The blade slowly runs along my skin Suddenly the world starts to spin Everything starts to fade to black Now I know I will never come back

05-20-2006, 02:27 AM	#2 (permalink)
Apryl FROGS FTW Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: Edmonton, AB. Age: 21 Posts: 3,210 Points: 756.91 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 756.92 Donate	I really liked that, because it was desrciptive and straight forward. Right to the point. I can't write like that, and I wish I could. Very good. Are you feeling better now, though? __________________ ...i can't breathe...

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05-23-2006, 05:58 PM	#3 (permalink)
Emily_13_Strang n00blet Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: USA, Texas Age: 17 Posts: 10 Points: 104.00 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 104.00 Donate	oh yea.....but you know, you just have those times when you feel like a piece of crap, scum of the earth, etc....you get it

06-05-2006, 01:32 PM	#4 (permalink)
Med Junior Member Join Date: Mar 2006 Posts: 244 Points: 5,689.00 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 5,689.00 Donate	That was pretty something. Good lyrics that ryhme. About wanting to die when you feel like crap. I never got that and never will, why someone's first thought is to die when felling like crap. And so i heard about cutting the wrist when you can't bear something. But i always wonder why exactly 'cutting the wrist', what's in there?!

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