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Selfish&Cold · 02-13-2008, 04:29 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Shivercide

Tremors
unravel me,
as it all reopens in front of me -
the endless abyss
of all that is haunting,
a numbing encasement
of weakening
dreams.

Caught between
the grips of pure happiness
and heart-searing despair,
emotional confusion takes over me -
I'm not sure exactly what
I'm supposed
to feel.

I've never felt such a soaring hope
until I met her -
my truly kindred spirit,
who seemed to know my heart
before I did myself.

I've never felt so much emotion,
or such a mixture of these feelings…
and I can drift in the quiet peace
she brings me,
in place of horrid night-time pain,
transforming
more and more.

Still,
somehow the harshness creeps upon me
telling me I'm not worth this much.
I refuse,
just refuse to listen
this time.

I can only stay standing,
staring down
into the darkened pit
before my eyes...

...and fight any chances
of falling back
inside.

WOW Steph, thats all I can say...just wow.

Shivercide · 02-16-2008, 04:02 AM

Sometimes when I dream,
it is not of the ocean
of painful pindrops,
or the tangles of barbed wire
in which my soul
has lied entrenched.

Sometimes,
I am running through sunlit meadows...

sometimes as a child,
still so innocent...
and given another chance
to grow up whole;

sometimes succumbing
to the gentle breeze
touching so gently upon my lips,
and filling my lungs with the fire
that I need to breathe again.

But no matter what the moment carries,
or what I'm running from...
there was only ever one place
I was heading -

towards you.

Sometimes I am dreaming
of other instances,
near and far
that could never really be.

Sometimes,
my heart unfolds and blooms again,
and when I awaken I will
lose myself inside
the most unique pain
I've ever felt;
just incredibly
bittersweet.

I will just hold on,
hold so tightly to the peace
and love I feel for you
that has enraptured
every single beating
of my heart...

...every single breath,
in every single motion,
and I will follow in my dreams...
the path that has lain before me
all along.

(Leading straight to you;
my soul is magnetized.)

I'll never be able to give you
the world you so deserve -
but I know for sure
my love is always yours.
For whatever it is worth...

And sometimes,
I will cry.
Sometimes I will want to,
and others I shall not;
sometimes I will smile
through the tears
and keep on running.

But always running towards you,

always towards you...
always towards you.

Selfish&Cold · 02-17-2008, 07:36 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Shivercide

Sometimes when I dream,
it is not of the ocean
of painful pindrops,
or the tangles of barbed wire
in which my soul
has lied entrenched.

Sometimes,
I am running through sunlit meadows...

sometimes as a child,
still so innocent...
and given another chance
to grow up whole;

sometimes succumbing
to the gentle breeze
touching so gently upon my lips,
and filling my lungs with the fire
that I need to breathe again.

But no matter what the moment carries,
or what I'm running from...
there was only ever one place
I was heading -

towards you.

Sometimes I am dreaming
of other instances,
near and far
that could never really be.

Sometimes,
my heart unfolds and blooms again,
and when I awaken I will
lose myself inside
the most unique pain
I've ever felt;
just incredibly
bittersweet.

I will just hold on,
hold so tightly to the peace
and love I feel for you
that has enraptured
every single beating
of my heart...

...every single breath,
in every single motion,
and I will follow in my dreams...
the path that has lain before me
all along.

(Leading straight to you;
my soul is magnetized.)

I'll never be able to give you
the world you so deserve -
but I know for sure
my love is always yours.
For whatever it is worth...

And sometimes,
I will cry.
Sometimes I will want to,
and others I shall not;
sometimes I will smile
through the tears
and keep on running.

But always running towards you,

always towards you...
always towards you.

That is probably my favorite one thus far. Thats a wonderful poem Steph.

i-miss-roses · 02-18-2008, 04:20 AM

I would rep you if I could. That poem is beyond amazing; the imagery, the emotion, everything. It's bittersweet and beautiful.

~river~ · 02-18-2008, 04:51 AM

i-miss-roses states it well only i think its beyond beautiful, there is a really haunting quality to it. i love it.

Apholos · 02-22-2008, 12:23 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Shivercide

And sometimes,
I will cry.
Sometimes I will want to,
and others I shall not;
sometimes I will smile
through the tears
and keep on running.

But always running towards you,

always towards you...
always towards you.

Shiver,

'Sometime we will sleep until the Sun will shine again'

You poetry is amazing!

Congratulations!

Shivercide · 03-03-2008, 03:01 AM

In certain dreams
I can see your smile...

and such a beauty radiates,
warming me
and opening my tired eyes
to the soft,
resilient light.

A feeling that sticks with me
long after
I awaken, whispering
your name.

I am so captured.
I know you know,
but you also don't know...

of all the words and combinations,
I could never show
enough
to even partly replicate
just what I feel.

Weeping is such a luxury -
to purge the tears piling up inside,
forming storming oceans
around my heart.

Push them out, expunge;
only for wet eyes to widen,
and feel your light
streaming deeper in.

I am so captured, more and more.

All senses have been struck,
and I can feel the blissful colors
that reach me
through this strand of stars
between us.

There was a time when sleep meant only fear and pain...
but now it's also something else -

a chance,
to see you smile
once again.

Selfish&Cold · 03-03-2008, 12:37 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Shivercide

In certain dreams
I can see your smile...

and such a beauty radiates,
warming me
and opening my tired eyes
to the soft,
resilient light.

A feeling that sticks with me
long after
I awaken, whispering
your name.

I am so captured.
I know you know,
but you also don't know...

of all the words and combinations,
I could never show
enough
to even partly replicate
just what I feel.

Weeping is such a luxury -
to purge the tears piling up inside,
forming storming oceans
around my heart.

Push them out, expunge;
only for wet eyes to widen,
and feel your light
streaming deeper in.

I am so captured, more and more.

All senses have been struck,
and I can feel the blissful colors
that reach me
through this strand of stars
between us.

There was a time when sleep meant only fear and pain...
but now it's also something else -

a chance,
to see you smile
once again.

That brought a smile to my face. I loved it.

Sweet Tigger · 03-03-2008, 02:32 PM

Wow Steph......

Your poems, are just all beyond words.
They feel so real, like I can actually feel what your feeling, and have the whole image in my head.
They are so amazing, and just so beautiful!
You have some true talent there, and I feel greatful,
I am able to read what you are feeling!!

02-16-2008, 04:02 AM	#342 (permalink)
Shivercide burn my heart to dust Join Date: Jul 2003 Posts: 3,470 Points: 9,499.75 Bank: 18,771,948.56 Total Points: 18,781,448.31 Donate	Towards You Sometimes when I dream, it is not of the ocean of painful pindrops, or the tangles of barbed wire in which my soul has lied entrenched. Sometimes, I am running through sunlit meadows... sometimes as a child, still so innocent... and given another chance to grow up whole; sometimes succumbing to the gentle breeze touching so gently upon my lips, and filling my lungs with the fire that I need to breathe again. But no matter what the moment carries, or what I'm running from... there was only ever one place I was heading - towards you. Sometimes I am dreaming of other instances, near and far that could never really be. Sometimes, my heart unfolds and blooms again, and when I awaken I will lose myself inside the most unique pain I've ever felt; just incredibly bittersweet. I will just hold on, hold so tightly to the peace and love I feel for you that has enraptured every single beating of my heart... ...every single breath, in every single motion, and I will follow in my dreams... the path that has lain before me all along. (Leading straight to you; my soul is magnetized.) I'll never be able to give you the world you so deserve - but I know for sure my love is always yours. For whatever it is worth... And sometimes, I will cry. Sometimes I will want to, and others I shall not; sometimes I will smile through the tears and keep on running. But always running towards you, always towards you... always towards you.

02-18-2008, 04:20 AM	#344 (permalink)
i-miss-roses Junior Member Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: the peanut gallery Posts: 212 Points: 839.54 Bank: 45,546.55 Total Points: 46,386.09 Donate	I would rep you if I could. That poem is beyond amazing; the imagery, the emotion, everything. It's bittersweet and beautiful. __________________

02-18-2008, 04:51 AM	#345 (permalink)
~river~ Lips Like Morphine Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: at the heart of your darkest nightmares and deepest desires Age: 20 Posts: 2,015 Points: 874.09 Bank: 209,972.92 Total Points: 210,847.00 Donate	i-miss-roses states it well only i think its beyond beautiful, there is a really haunting quality to it. i love it. __________________ Breathe for love tomorrow Cause there's no hope for today Breathe for love tomorrow Cause maybe there's another way Today's the day when the dreaming ends...

03-03-2008, 03:01 AM	#347 (permalink)
Shivercide burn my heart to dust Join Date: Jul 2003 Posts: 3,470 Points: 9,499.75 Bank: 18,771,948.56 Total Points: 18,781,448.31 Donate	Yes, this is for you too. In certain dreams I can see your smile... and such a beauty radiates, warming me and opening my tired eyes to the soft, resilient light. A feeling that sticks with me long after I awaken, whispering your name. I am so captured. I know you know, but you also don't know... of all the words and combinations, I could never show enough to even partly replicate just what I feel. Weeping is such a luxury - to purge the tears piling up inside, forming storming oceans around my heart. Push them out, expunge; only for wet eyes to widen, and feel your light streaming deeper in. I am so captured, more and more. All senses have been struck, and I can feel the blissful colors that reach me through this strand of stars between us. There was a time when sleep meant only fear and pain... but now it's also something else - a chance, to see you smile once again.

03-03-2008, 02:32 PM	#349 (permalink)
Sweet Tigger Nothing Brings Me Down Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: Over The Rainbow Age: 31 Posts: 2,860 Points: 8,153.84 Bank: 198,751.10 Total Points: 206,904.94 Donate $PIE. \m/ Heh, you're awesome. :D - CrownlessAgain$	Wow Steph...... Your poems, are just all beyond words. They feel so real, like I can actually feel what your feeling, and have the whole image in my head. They are so amazing, and just so beautiful! You have some true talent there, and I feel greatful, I am able to read what you are feeling!! __________________ Always Live Life To The Fullest, And Never Take Anything For Granted!

03-03-2008, 08:41 PM	#350 (permalink)
~river~ Lips Like Morphine Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: at the heart of your darkest nightmares and deepest desires Age: 20 Posts: 2,015 Points: 874.09 Bank: 209,972.92 Total Points: 210,847.00 Donate