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Junior Member
Join Date: Dec 2004
Location: NJ
Age: 24
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Of Course!
Yes I did write them myself, as well as all the poems on this page. Can you give me all the credit though? Probably not, because without the people that have touched me in my life enough to inspire most of the characters, those stories woulden't exist.
So if you got something out of the stories, or they helped you in some way thank them before me, and maybe I should thank you for taking the time to read and reply back. That's why I wrote the plays, to touch people. It makes me happy to know that they do every now and then |
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Junior Member
Join Date: Dec 2004
Location: NJ
Age: 24
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The Life After
The days we were together are the best thoughts I can remember.
Did you know you changed me forever? You helped me to see all the locked potential I could ever be. You set my heart free in a place I never wanted to leave but it seems In heaven you loved me and In life you won't even talk to me. I can tell you about the nights I wake up and cry from the dreams of all the moments that have passed us by and how I go through my whole day wondering why. How could you just let yourself die? You were too valuable just to say goodbye. Did you believe their lies? Is that why you didn't even try? Well what about me? What about my thoughts and my dreams and how does it feel to shut your eyes to my screams? I hope you know it's not easy being alone. Every day the same meaningless drone. and no matter how many possessions I earn... I feel there is nothing to own. Despite you thinking you're so easily replaced... I didn't move on. You have a piece of me you took when you left and now it's gone. It's a shame that you'll never know that someone really loved you so. Someone you meant a lot to... Someone who didn't want to see you go. I don't think you realized the impact. that you had the power to make someone's soul intact and I'm sorry if it turns out I lack the power to help you see that fact. I can't help but wonder how easy it was to leave the only person who ever wanted to help you see? Did you even take a moment to greave? Or did you really believe that you weren't good for me? What did you think, that without you I would be great? Like I wouldn't curse fate? Be on my way and find peace with another mate? Like anyone else could just find the key to my heart's gate? Well you were wrong and if you ask me it's been far too long. Everyday is a fight just to remember myself and stay strong. The only thing that keeps me going is the hope that someday you'll come along. You were the best. I still wear you on my heart like a shining crest and I'll never forget. |
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Junior Member
Join Date: Dec 2004
Location: NJ
Age: 24
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It Hasn't Been Easy
As I look back over all this time
and all the things I’ve tried I ask myself the reasons why. The answer is easy even though I’ve suffered a lot. Been scarred by all the battles I’ve fought, but it’s worth it for all the things you’ve brought. Dare I say I’m better off through it all. Because of all this I no longer fall. If anything I’ve learned to stand tall. But that’s not the reason I’ve been through all these seasons. Even though you don’t believe me you renewed my faith that it’s still possible for a person to be something great. And even to this day when I look back I thank fate that when I met you it wasn’t too late. I knew inside you were kind. The way you acted toward people showed me all the signs. and though you tried to make it hard to find The love you still held onto always shined. I could see it when you looked at me and it cured me from being blind. But even then I could see you were dying inside. Slowly being smothered by a world that took your pride. A lifetime of people feeding you lies. And the death of the only person you loved caused your emotions to hide. For some reason it was my dream to be that person with whom you could confide, and I can’t believe how hard I’ve tried. All the things I’ve created that through your silence I’ll never know if they’re loved or hated. And even though I still can’t tell the reason why I know you so well or why it hurts me so much that you fell I still feel you’re worth all the hell. I thought you had the potential to make the world a better place someday and I was so surprised to see you give up and slowly fade away. I wanted to help you but no matter what I couldn’t keep that at bay and I feel like I’ve failed in some way. Maybe I didn’t go about it right. Maybe I put up too much of a fight. But I wanted so much for you to see the light and know that you’ll be alright. Even though I’d probably try something different I’d still do it all over again in an instant and maybe the second time you wouldn’t be so distant. In the end it never mattered to me if I got anything in return. I did it for you because I wanted you to learn that you were more than worth the concern and maybe you wouldn’t make some of the wrong turns. I saw a lot of myself in you even though the same choices we didn’t choose. And I hope you believe me when I say I really didn’t want you to loose. I didn’t want anything bad to happen to you because you’ve always been my muse. But I find the whole thing has forced me to be better even through all the futile effort, the unanswered letters, and the realization that we’ll never be together. Because of you I looked into a mirror, and what I saw was no surprise. But it made me remember all of the things I had already realized. All the things I’ve done for you I deserve too. And for that refresher in something I already knew I thank you. But I will still pray that someday that will be something you can do. |
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Junior Member
Join Date: Dec 2004
Location: NJ
Age: 24
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The Beautiful People
For all of us standing by
waiting with a tear in our eye. We shout in our hearts. When will be the time when there will be no crime! There are a lot of us who feel this way you see. Those of us who have so much inside but just don’t know what to be so we keep it all inside and stand idle like a tree and oh do we wait patiently. In our daily lives we are there by our loved ones sides. When they make mistakes we show them the way in strides and when we can’t help them we hurt in secret inside. We are the good, we are the enlightened, and by God de we try Every day we find ourselves in a war that we fight. An endless struggle to show our fellow man the foolishness of their plight Can’t they see that this very day would be so much better if they would just let us show them the way. For God’s sake, ours, and your own listen to what we say! We swear life could be better someday! But no. Our thoughts, our actions, our love, and our words fall on deaf ears so we stand by and watch the world throughout the years be consumed by temptation and its fears. Yet still we wish that we could help as our faces fill with tears but then… the answer is clear. Raise your head up from the ground look around and be proud. We are the people you meet on the street that can smile and turn your world upside down. Then lend an ear and listen for the sound of a million and one people just waiting to be found. If we all got together we would make everything better, and so help me we will astound and make this whole world come around. We are the people that cry when they watch the news. The people who care and always speak the truth. We are the artists, the lovers, and the peace makers who if you let us would be your muse. Because whether you know it or not we love you. ~For all of us who feel every day like they were put here to make this world better, know your you’re not alone.~ |
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