Music Box

My mom lost her job. They are so far behind on car payments that their car is going to be taken. She hardly keeps food in the house as it is.

I owe 3 grand for school, plus I have to buy books. I don't know where all this money is going to come from.

My grandma is going to be alone during the week again. She misses me when I'm not here. I feel bad for that.

My parents think I'm a fuck up. They express it quite regularly.

Some of my friends need me more than ever right now...and I just can't be there for them...and I feel like such a shitty person for that...but I can't do it all. I can't do this...

*cries*

AmberLynn07

Grr... I'm leaving to go back to school today... blah... I'm tired of moving around all the time cause of school. I just got back home last friday and now I'm leaving again. I'm so tired... I just wanna sleeeeeeppp...

Music Box

I feel a little bit better than last night. I still would like to take a mental health day and not go to work.

But here I go. Hopefully it wont be so frustrating today. *sigh*

The Silent Force

Meh, I had to leave CrownlessAgain last night by train to come back to my college in Lincoln so that my aunt wouldn't worry about me. Blahblahblah.

Juliet

Yeah. =\
My whine is that I miss you, baby. <3

The Silent Force

I miss you tooooo <3
time is just too short.blah.

Juliet

You'll come and visit again soon, though. ^^

Whine: My dad is playing really bad music... loudly. D:

Sweet Tigger

Aww, *gives Emmy A Warm Hug* <3

Last night, was the last straw with this psyco bitch.
She refused to leave my property, and I actually had the police
come, because I wasn't worried about myself, but my two boys
here, they don't need to be seeing that shit, nor hearing anything either.
SO all they did was tell her to leave, and thats it.
But at least now its on record...well hardly but its a start anyways.

As well, I was coming down stairs last night to make a bottle for Noah,
and fucking damn Robbie left his tool box in the middle of the stairs. XD
So I fell off one stair, and twisted my knee, and my back.
And boy I layed it on him, because what if I had Noah in my hands.
Damn prick. But he was so very sorry...so I excepted his apologies.

Undead Pygmy

Why in the hell must men be so goddamn immature and confusing?!

I'm getting pissed off at my friend J. He really likes his best friend, but he's currently down for a loop since she's taken. His plan is to be emo and not sign online, or go out with his buddies. He wants to lower his status with her from "best friend" to god knows what. He thinks that if he does, he'll have a better chance of having her feelings returned if the time ever comes when she and her boyfriend break up. And the kicker is, he's been talking to only me for the past week and a half. Nearly straight on. And he won't answer her calls or anything...

ARE YOU REALLY THAT STUPID, YOU MORON?! HOW THE HELL IS THAT GONNA GET HER TO LIKE YOU?!

I keep telling him that isn't the way to go, but he has it GLUED in his head that it'll work.

*proceeds to bang head against the wall*

He did NOT get the brain in the common sense department, and it's WAY too late for a refund.....

Sweet Tigger

Omg, is he that big of an idiot??
The road he's taking, he may just lose her all together.
He should really think very long and hard, about what he's doing
and get is head on staight. This is just stupid.
I mean she's calling him, and he doesn't answer any of her calls, all
thats going to do is push her intirely away to the point where there won't
even be a friendship left.
Les, you should really knock some sence into this guy, and make him
realize what he's really doing. *Shakes head*